AMANDA xoxo

2011-05-20T23:27:00.000-07:00

That's it. I'm not gonna be posting here anymore.

Probably I'll open it again, after the O levels :<

Too lazy to post here.

But then again, i really love blogging.

So, i'll likely open up the blog again <:

Meanwhile, find me at:

Tumblr: http://andillbeyoursupergirl.tumblr.com

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1376648636

Formspring: http://www.formspring.me/AMANDAdubuONEW

Twitter : http://twitter.com/#!/DubuMyMVP

With love,

Amanda♥

And you just see right through me.

Saranghae !

2011-03-12T06:43:00.000-08:00

up there are all my babies♥

Stupid blog's dead :/ .
LALALALA.

I've made up my mind to post .
So get ready to read a longlonglonglonglong post .
Sheesh. i wonder who comes and read anw .

Kay , i shall not elaborate , but Dec holidays came and went ,
Cambodia was a trip i'll never forget . want pictures ,go FACEBOOK <: HAHA. After several days of slacking ,waking up super late , school reopened . guess what ?

I LOST 4 KG .

Pfft. All the slacking i did, and i LOST WEIGHT.

Anw, month of january came.
Lessons started, still dreaming , play play play.
till i failed poa. super shocked.
So i started listening in class again ~
PTM was a few days ago. Was begging to get MissLim ,but i got MrsTan. Shall not elaborate.
Overall 52% .
L1B5 : 32
Like, omg luh. can go jump down building alr.
Sheesh .

Thennnnnn .
Liferun was a few days ago. boring, boring.

OHOHOH.I KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT .
SUPERTEENS WORKSHOP !

It was ran by DrErnestWong and PeterLau.
Lol , "Hi , my name is PeterLau, and you cant see me ." ,
HAHAHA .

Lol, they use the same tactic EVERY SINGLE YEAR.
How the hell does Ernest do it so ... well, naturally?
Heard that the prev 2 years he didnt manage to break the glass cup only. LOL .
Learnt many things, benefited from it. I mean , i HAD to , i paid $170 for it.
IKR. SOOOO EX.
But, ohwell.
Anw ,a particular someone was quite cute there, but many argued with me .
*shrugs. matter of opinion ^^ .

All in all , the workshop was REALLY tiring and emotional.
I mean , its from 9am-9m CONSECUTIVELY FOR 3 DAYS.
WITH HOMEWORK TO DO AFTER YOU GO HOME .
But ,worth it lah (: .

Olevels are coming soon , so i gotta buck up ! <:
I may not post here much anymore , but find me anytime at Twitter and Tumblr ! <: .
Hmmm . the post wasnt as long as i wanted it to be.

Last but not least , My life will NEVER....EEEEE.....EEE...EEVER..... BE ,THE SAME , AGAIN! <:

♥

Why you, again ? -heartbreak-

Dream

2010-10-16T00:14:00.000-07:00

HAI .
Gosh ,life can be so boring .Like ,seriously .
Should i go shopping ?Of course i should !But then ,no money leyy .
Lalalalalalala ~~~ .

Had guides yesterday .
exhausted D: .

Weekends are so boring :/ .
actually ,they arent boring .usually .
cause now exams over ,im happy and excited to go out !but my brothers are still having exam .
Like ,-.- .
so i have to tutor them . !%^()&^%$#@! .

Going celebration tmr :D .

♥

I was thinking bout you ,was thinking about me .
Thinking about us ,it was just a dream .

170409 and counting ♥

2010-10-11T20:21:00.000-07:00

I love her ! ♥ xD .
HAI !

met joanne at 12 yesterday at mall ,bought some snacks and went up bus to eat .
half an hour later ,reached downtown east .
went wild wild wet ,had loads of fun uh ^^ .
had superdog after that
then went pasir ris park .Cam-whored ,watch the sky turn from light blue to dark blue .
hom-ed soon after :D .

anddddddd i rotted at home today (: .

That's the end of my 6 days holiday (: .
LOL .

♥

enjoy it while it lasts (: .

A reason

2010-10-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

HAI :> .
short post .so ,i basically rotted at home today , i was bored ,jumping from site to site till i came across this :

Boy: I love you.
Girl: How much?
Boy: More then my own life.
Girl: Then you haven't met my friend. Shes prettier than me and is standing right behind you. Boy:*looks* There's no-one there.
Girl: If you really loved me,you wouldn't have turned around.

Lol ,that guy's an ass ^^ .

Wild wild wet tmr with Joanne ♥ ^^

♥

Replaced .

Sweet 15 ♥

2010-10-06T22:48:00.001-07:00

1st Oct 2010

PHOTOS !

Happy Birthday to dearest Ubaidah !
cause she's born on children's day ,i dont think she's ever gna grow up ^^ .
*chuckles .
anw ,1st oct was bio paper ,which i didnt take .
thankgod ^^ .went to school to celebrate her birthday :D .
didnt get caked .
LOL .then went down to celebrate Joey's birthday .
he birthday was on the 2nd of oct ,so class celebrated early ^^ .
ended up got caked -.-"
with a palm ink of chocolate on the back of my school uni . sheesh .
LOL . had fun though ^^ .
went nurul house after math remedial :D .

then exams exams exams .
tsk .fried my brain .thanks alot ah .
stupid exams .

6 October 2010

Thankyou Joanne and Ghim ^^ .
Thankyou Weiwen ^^ .

Thankyou Chelene ,Zaheen ,Ubaidah and Alvin :D .

Thankyou Joel :D

6 Oct was the last day of exams . thankgod ,and it was also the day i turned 15 ! ^^ .

Thankyou to those who wished me happy birthday :D .
Thankyou (i can remember much ,so sorry if i missed out any x.x ) : Jasmine.S ,JunRen ,Joel ,GhimChoon ,JunHan ,Dexter ,Maemennon ,Olivia ,Kelvin.L ,Joanne ,Zaheen ,Chelene ,Ubaidah ,Alvin.L ,Janice.C ,Haien ,3e3 people ,AlvinSoh ,KokWee.T ,Haziq ,QiuYi ,cousins ,the 124 people on facebook that wished me :D .

got fried by POA in the morning ,but ,oh well .
went Chelene's house to take present ,at the same time i almost smashed a pretty little pink bottle trying to get something out . was super pissed off and perspiring so much -.- .
went to my house next ,got changed ,and went to zaheen's house .
rushed here and there ,finally go to AMK Hub .
caught Charlie St.Cloud .
quite nice . 3/5 stars . ^^ .
love story lovers ,its a must to catch . :D .

went steamboat with daddy and mommy after that :D .

had a fun time generally :D .
once again , thankyou zaheen ,chelene ,ubaidah and alvin.l for making yesterday special for me ^^ .
사랑해요 !♥

♥

whenever i start to let go ,
you give me another reason not to .

you're doing it on purpose ,arent you ?

EOYs are coming ~

2010-09-05T08:58:00.000-07:00

and i'll be on the top just watching you fall .

HAI PEOPLE .
or whatever else that is reading my blog .
i dont think there's anyone ,though .
wait ,why am i talking to myself ?

OKAY .
stop bullshitting ,AMANDA .
anw ,
went Guides HQ for empathy project yesterday ,
met brownies .LOL , they are like ,so cute lah . so small sized .cant imagine last time i also like that -.- .
hom-ed ,then rotted at home ^^ .

today ,
woke up at 5.30am to the sight of lightning ,while all of you were peacefully sleeping -.-"
was super lazy to get up ,but ,god knows how ,i managed to crawl out of bed .
went to school ,had yellow ribbon project run .
went there give out bread and andersen's ice cream .LOL .
Singaporeans ah , all the same one .
ice cream ,branded one ,once say free nia ,take alot alot .
then , bread , polar brand one ,only a few wanted it ,till we also said that it was free .
zzz lah .typical .
the ice cream was okay ,i didnt eat the bread . gave to ..... i forgot . LOL .
i dont know why ,but i dont really like ice cream .
OKAY ,going off topic .
after the run ,hom-ed ,went out with family .

so thats it for my weekend .
im wont be posting due to the upcoming exams till all the wayyyyyyy to 6 october ,which is the last day of exams .
-HINTS- . go look at the profile tab ^^ .
HAHA .Good luck for your EOYs everyone ^^ .
good luck to those having 'N' level too (: .
my goal for this yr's EOY , not to fail anything , L1B5 must get 9 (: .
what's yours ?

♥

ah ,what the heck .

2010-09-03T08:53:00.000-07:00

the stars lean down to kiss you ,

HAI .
Joanne camee my house to study in the morning ,at 11 today .
didnt go to school ,was sick ,and felt exceptionally lazy today .
sides ,had an mc ,so ,what the heck ^^ .
'studied' .
LOL ,went compass ,then went amk hub ,
caught HauntedChangi with Shirley and Jennifer .
1/5 stars -.- .
documentary film ,nothing much .
effects were too blurry and super dizzy-ing .

apparently the director of the show really died ,the camera man is now in jail awaiting a trail for murdering the director (he was possessed ) .
the producer is saying that the director is still sms-ing her ,even though he's dead ,
and the soundman is just , well ,he's getting on with his life .
oh well ,
there was definitely mystery in the story ,i'd give them that .
but it was alil too .... idk what how to say . -.- .

oh ,well .
heading off to sleep .
nights ^^ .

♥

i dreamed .

2010-09-02T05:20:00.000-07:00

my version of "escaping reality" .

HAI HAI HAI HAI HAI .
i think im going crazy .
caught the stomach flu yesterday after training for tent pitching .
felt so horrible D: .
end up ,2 am went to see doctor .like wth . bill so ex x.x .
gained 2 days mc ! ^^ .

today ,i STILL went to school ,
cause had chem and amath test .
end up , WTF . chem postponed -.-"
lol ,many things happened today lah .
actually ,only one really mattered .i wonder what if i didnt go to school today ._.

anw ,RESULTS FOR CA3 :
English - 67 ;B3 . not bad lah . top in class ^^ .
Chinese -64 ;B4 .
Emath -47 ;D7 x.x .
Comb.Humans -88 ;A1 ^^.
Amath -30 ;F9 . x.x
Chem -25 ;F9 .
Phy -53 ;C6 .
POA - 63 ;B4 .

MSG =5.4 .
L1B5 =25 .
LOL ,can go die alr .
buck up ,AMANDA ,BUCK UP LAH .
ONLY KNOW HOW TO PLAY PLAY PLAY ONLY . (: .

♥ .

i understand .
i'll be smart enough to let go .

Suprise ,suprise !

2010-08-28T02:53:00.001-07:00

this picture is so cute ^^ .

HAI INTERNET .
im super bored ,as i am rotting at home :D .
I AM SICK . D: .
stupid flu .i think im dying D: .

didnt go guides yesterday .
got mc ^^ .
but for the sake of SOMEONE WHOM I SHALL NOT MENTION -.-" , i went to school .
i ended up getting dizzy and slept through 3 whole math periods .
stupiddddddddd .im gna fail linear law D: .
but other than that ,yesterday was nice ,though ^^ .

♥

I wasnt sure at first ,but now im sure .

200810 ♥ .

2010-08-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

and i'll be on the top just watching you fall .

HAI :> .
IM UNBANNED FROM ME LAPPY xD .
SUPERRRRRRRRRRR HAPPY .

that is ,until some asshole spoilt my whole mood just now .
wtf . -.- .
2 weeks of no computer , serious want to die .

lazy blog anymore .
phototaking tmr ^^ .

♥

Lets just hope this wont end as quickly as the rest .

I wish i was her .

2010-08-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

But nobody's home .

Hey . ^^
past few weeks has been hectic .
both emotionally ,physically .
lol ,monday , went for tution ,as usual .

tuesday , had rehearsal again .
damn tiring .

wednesday ,lunched with ubaidah and chelene ,then , 2.4 km run .
went for duty first ,nurul waited for me , LOL .
then finally ,sec 3 have to run .
super wtf .
LOL ,ran with ubaidah and nurul .
walked 3/4 , ran 1/4 .
EPIC uh .lol . waste time , listen music ,my stamina is totally fail uh -.- .
failed in the end .oh ,whatever lah .
hom-ed .

thursday .
rehearsal .
Fuck you lah kay .only know how to scold scold scold ,
you not in contigent ,big ah ?small little thing also want to scold .
please lor .your rank aint any higher than mine is .
call us dont laugh , you in parade ,you yourself laugh .
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FREAKING PARADE some more .
what ?see a guy ,he smile ,you also must smile ah ?
ridiculous lah kay .
so pro ,ownself march lah ! not like you very good like that .
shuffling ,you yourself also ot shuffle sometimes one ley .
seriously .FUCK YOU .
dont ask what happened . LOL .

Today .
finally ,NDP parade .
i dare say i put in my 101% in this parade .
but ,the parade ,dunno why ,many people cock up .
so many people wrong timing .sua .
we were all so tired ,were looking forward to the end of the parade .
guess what . end of parade ,1st thing we hear .
cher is disappointed .say we didnt put in enough effort .said that we wasted all the training we've had .
we were to report back for punishment after concert .
concert ,went high ,joked ard .
after concert , 25 hao peng you .
tired .they scold scold scold ,say say say .
Bersurai-ed ,went to change .
lunched with Joanne ,Alvin ,Ghim and Isabel .
thanks (: .
hom-ed soon after .

Life's been real rough these days .
i wonder when its all ever going to end .

♥

i hoped .
now it only hurts so much more .

Smile .

2010-07-28T02:09:00.000-07:00

she wants to go home ,but nobody's home .

HEY .
sorry i havent been updating lately .
everything's messed up . sorry .
short post .

Last friday ,
had girlguides ,
dinner-ed with Jo ,ghim and alvin .
so long time nvr like that alr .
missed it .

Sat ,and sun , rotted at home .

Monday ,
HAPPY BIRTDAY ALVIN SOH HUA XING ! :D .
went to tuition ,
Dad sent me to compass after that .
met joanne ,Ghim , Jasmine and Jeremy ,bus-ed to alvin's place .
brought the cake and stuff . surprised him ,
i think he alr knew , though .
went to playground to play after tht .
hom-ed .

yesterday ,had ndp rehearsal .
recess , didnt eat cause polishing boots .
lunch , didnt eat cause SS released class 10 minutes before fall in .
bobian , on empty stomach march .
halfway through rehearsal ,couldnt see .only could see white .
started feeling giddy ,and almost fainted .
no choice ,fall out . 1st time sia -.-" .
wtf . sigh .
rested for quite a long time ,
home-ed soon after .

today, nothing much .
headed to sleep now .

♥

Smiling helps .
it lessens the pain and shows the world how strong you are .

2010-07-08T07:40:00.001-07:00

&with every single love letter you write to me , i still giggle like an idiot whenever i see them .

HEY !
short post ;D .
Had some leadership workshop at school today .
NaCli trainer ley ! that time SLC camp one !
ahhh . memories ;D .

i actually learnt something , to my surprise .

"You may be deceived when you trust too much , but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough . "

so true ley .

♥

i actually miss you D: .

I wanted you - Ina

2010-07-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

好想知道.

2010-07-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

never knew what was coming .

111th post ! :D .
The 1st week of school is finally over ~
My blog like no visitor liddat ley .
i dunno i blog for what sia .

kay . monday ,for once , i no tuition .
wet subway after school with chelene and isabel .
isabel went home soon after , braxton suddenly came .
studied awhile , blah .
found out like , super late alr .
rushed home .

tuseday ,GUITAR (Y) .
had some oralthearitical comppetition before that .
damn funny .

wed ,went to eat , headed home .

thurs ,
i ah ,forgot .

Friday ,
girlguides ! skipped lunch to accompany Chelene ,im good eh ;D .
footdrill all the way . (Y) .

many things happened , yet , then again , it was quite a boring week ,
when's the next holiday ? :/ .
im till in the holiday mood .
sigh .

♥

didnt see that coming .

standby friend ,huh .

2010-06-25T08:41:00.000-07:00

i really wish i learn to voice out sometimes ,y'know .

HELLO ,big big world of internet !
its been a reaaaally , hectic week for me .

Monday ,GUITAR , (Y) .

Tuesday ,Guitar, then went nurul's house .
was planning to do homework , but we did half an hour of it , and i got hungry .
we went to mac , bought back and ate , then we watched tv . Wanted to watch slumdog millionaire , but the dvd was missing x.x .
watched mean girls in the end . LMAO .
we only did chemistry in the end .

Wednesdday ,
Went to Pixar exhibition at Science center .
super fun ;D .went S'pore Poly after that , for some workshop .
hilarious .

Thursday ,
Rotted at home .

Today ,
went guitar in the morning , and went nurul's house after that .
met braxton on the mrt ,and headed to plazza sing ~

caught

Letters to Juliet

I'll give it 4/5 stars ;D .
amusing and definitely sweet .
its for all the romantics ;D .

AND ,we also caught

Knight And Day

This one , also 4/5 stars .
hilarious , and full of action ;D .

hom-ed soon after .
and here i am !

its so boringggggggggg .
ahhhh .

♥

i dont get why im always the one giving in .

Outing at Bishan with Joanne ;180610 . ♥

2010-06-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

PHOTO BLAST !

Some damn unglam . ahahahaha ,
HELLO WORLD !
yes ,im a lil high now (: .

Met Joanne at J8 today at 12 .
went to buy tickets for KARATE KID ,
walked ard , watched the movie .
(Y) . it was AWESOME .
4.5/5 ! :D .

walked ard , got bored ,went to camwhore ,which explains the above pictures :D .
sub-wayed for dinner ! xD .
saw Wenda o.o .
went library ,
hom-ed :D .

and here i am ! :D .
disappointments come so suddenly nowadays , dont day ?

♥

She's not broken ♥

2010-06-14T01:57:00.000-07:00

Love ,i miss you .
and yet ,i despise you .

HEY HEY .
GUESS WHAT ?IM BACK FROM CAMP !
yeah , sucks to have a 4D3N camp . i know .
LOL .
My patrol name was

Think-a-belle SHAKE !

cute eh ? of course ! xD

1st day ,
breakfast-ed with Joanne ,met everybody in school at 8 .
Got ready ,blah blah blah , and TADA ! im at camp christine !
lol ,cause the grass too wet ,the prev group of girls didnt strike tent , meaning ,no tent pitching for us ;D .
HAHA .
then ...... yeah yeah ! set up gadgets and stuff .
1st day was pretty boring ;/ .
except for the scavenger hunt ~! LOL ,my patrol got 2nd .
JiaEn ,LiXuan and Yiyan were pretty high .
went to bed at 11+ after a short COH . weird . wasnt tired .

2nd day !
my FAVOURITE DAY .
TEEHEEE .
woke up at 6.30 . did PT ,blah . the usual drill .
went some place called Bollywood Veggie .
Learnt loads of stuff lah ,superrrrrrr funny .
there was this reallyyyyyyy !#@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@! cute guy .
LOL . a few of us were gushing over him lah .
*blushes .
Its been so long since i obsessed over a cute guy le luh .
like ,siao liao .
ANW , going back to the point ;D .
after everything ,trekked back to Camp Christine .
damn far o.o ,totally shagged .
finally ,reached .and had lunch !
Lee Wee Brothers !!xDDDDD .
then built some catapult stuff .,my patrol's one was super duperrrr pathetic .
like anytime also can fall .oh well ,used water bomb as ammo .
had loads of fun .
then then then .blah ,got boring after that !
Had COH ,went o sleep ard the same time .

3rd dayyyyy !
my 2nd favourite day !
Usual drill ,only thi time i was colour party and stuff .
next ,outdoor cooking .
i spent more than 1 hour building a stupid fire -.- .
then wasted loads of time , but the chicken was nice ;D .
next ,KAYAKING .
BUT ! wet weather -.- ,destroy our prog for dunno how long .
lol ,my patrol weaved 3 bands as thanks for the instructors .
xD . finally ,rain stopped !got ready and stuff ,and went into the water .
like ,woah ,dunno how long nvr kayak le sia !
was pretty boring though ,cause no destination .
got on shore ,realised that it was dmn late .
ran to prepare campfire ,
thankgod uncle was there to help .
almost skipped dinner ,but i had 10 minutes to eat :D .
Campfire started ,fire was really big at first , then started getting smaller !
like ,scared the hell outta me .
my patrol's campfire item was retarded . LOL .
but we had fun , so ,who cares !
Sing song ,played games ,blah .
had a super duper long COH after that .
i almost fell asleep halfway .

4th day !
last day of camp , packed up everything and byebye !
:D .
wasnt feeling veh well .
headache and everything .
ate lunch with Joanne ,hom-ed .
surprisingly ,im not shagged.
though im sleepy now .
ahahahaa .

geez ,being a PL is really !@#$%^&*&#@! stressed .
sigh .
responsibilities and more responsibilities :/
i had fun ,though .
LOL . my patrol the cheer damn funny .
the tune of ring ding dong wass included .
campfire item ,here was what we came up with :

When we're in this camp ,
We bond in neverland .
ain't nothing could compare to think-a-belle ,
nothing could come between us or ever come above !
we strived for victory ,
we learnt to clean toilet !
we did all our duties !
no need no slacking !

Justin Bieber's Baby rap part .
half only lah ;D .
lol .
gna go sleep ;D .

ciao ,
♥

Love ,I despise you .
and yet ,i miss you .

2010-06-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

Bah , im too lazy to post .
check this out :

Justin Bieber ,and he's not that gay in this video .
but im more interested in Jaden Smith .he's like , so cute luh ! :D .

gna go sleep naooo ,
bye ;D .

♥

i despise 2010 .

Suspicions

2010-06-04T00:16:00.000-07:00

time is ticking ,

Hey !
its so boring at home ~ .
i just came back from tuition .*sleepy .
anw ,

Wed went pasir ris for farewell BBQ for Sophie ,she's migrating to Canada .
im jealous -.- .
LOL .
reached ther ard 4+ with Nurul ,
like ,damn early lah x.x .
chit chat ,talked rubbish ,and soon , more and more ppl came .
Went cycling ,met Braxton halfway .
LOL .we helped waste 1 hour of his time :D .
he left soon after ,and we went back to eat !
nurul wanted a subway cookie ,so braxton came back once again .
In thanks ,we agreed to walk him out ,then walk walk walk halfway ,
walk dao mangrove there ,super dark . bloody hell .
later ,we found out got short cut . damn that braxton -.-.
Got back ,most people wanted to play truth or dare .
damn funny .
hom-ed soon after (: .
super shagged .

Thursday !
went out with usual clique and braxton and aaron .
ate , caught the movie , the KILLERS .
amusing ,albeit kind of zzz .
over all rating 3.5/5 .
then Aaron had to leave first ,and we went to play pool after that .
Isabel and Chelene left early ,so bo bian ,left me and Braxton .
ate SUBWAY ! muahaha .
homed soon after .

ITS SO BORING DURING THE HOLIDAYS ! D: .

geez . i have amazing race tmr .
sian-ed .

♥

I hope .

2010-05-31T05:47:00.000-07:00

under the open sky ,oh my ,
baby we're tryin ♥

HEY :D .
Im in a super good mood today (: .
though im super sleepy D: .

Went to YOG learning center today .
damn funny lah , but also quite fun .
took pictures :D .

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D .
stayed back in school after that to do camp preparations ! xD .
was stuck in school for a few hours .
geez .
then had to wait for parents to pick me up , cause it was RAINING ! D: .

Halfway waiting ,
NgTiongNam came and asked many many question .
some were ..... ,
while some actually got me thinking .
he asked , do you love girlguides ?i answered yup .
he asked , WHAT do you like abt girlguides .I stump . dunno what to say .
lol , really ,what do i like ? i also dunno .

sheesh ,
i have tuition tmr D: .

♥

What was always second nature to me ,
It was never a heavy burden till now .

2010-05-27T02:01:00.000-07:00

U and I , JOKE OF THE DAY .

Hey !
wen to school at 9 am today .
wanted to teach RC campfire stuff ,
but no zinc sheet .as some asstards used it alr .
trip totally wasted .
then went for guitar instead .

had loads of fun , then went home .
met braxton before that , chatted for awhile at void deck .
talked rubbish .
LOL ,

-EDITED-

PTM yesterday .
i love MDM CHING .
she say good things only ! but mu momma had to go and add some stupid stuffs .
retarted .
mdm ching is leaving soon . D: .

sigh ,
i have footdrill exam on saturday .
geez .i haven memorise all the commands yet D: .
sure die .

geez . im bored .
= o= .

♥

3 phone numbers in a day .
Impressive , boy .

2010-05-25T20:57:00.000-07:00

and the rain drops keep falling into my heart .

HEYO .
yesterday was the last day of school !
but hell , it was boring :/ .

i almost got run down a few days ago .
by a lorry .
it didnt see me ,i also didnt see ,
it was super close to mme till i saw it -.-.
i thank my luck stars i didnt get injured .

had guitar auditions yesterday ,
passed it . thank god .
i love my HS guitar ensemble ! :D .

i wonder what im gna do for the holidays .
movies , anyone ?
i have lots of GG activities .
together with tuition , it'll be packed -.- .
geez .

lol , im gna go do elearning now . (: .
see , im so guai .

♥

i hate love .
the more i say it ,the less i mean it .

Forget about you - Jojo

2010-05-25T20:52:00.000-07:00

Na, Na, Noo
Mmmm
Yeah, Yeah

Thinking back when we got together
In our hearts we were saying forever
So in love, boy we were so in love, mmm
Jealousy wasn't what we wanted, we broke up
And when you looked into my eyes I should of spoke up
And held you near, then I wouldn't be alone
And here it comes again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't want to think about you baby so much
All the things we did and the way that we touched
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
Forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you
Forget about me and you

I would be crazy to say that we were perfect
And sometimes I was wondering if it was worth it
But now I see, how could you run from me?
And everytime I drive by your apartment
I get this overwhelming urge to walk in
And see your face and to be in that place all over again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't want to think about you baby so much
All the things we did and the way that we touched
Just when I think about someone new
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
Forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you
Forget about me and you

The way we laughed, the way we kissed
http://www.elyricsworld.com/keep_forgetting_lyrics_jojo.html
I never though that I would miss
All the things I used to complain about you
The football games, the hometown friends
I'm just glad to see an end
But tell me why I feel so alone without you?
Ooo oh, Oooh, Yeah,
Here it comes again

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
And I don't want to think about you baby so much
(I don't want to think about you baby so much)
All the things we did and the way that we touched (we touched)
Just when I think about someone new (new)
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
(I keep on forgetting to forget about you)

Cause I remember every word that you said
It all just keeps spinning around in my head (head)
But it don't matter what I try to do
I keep on forgetting to forget about you
(I keep on forgetting to forget about you)
Forget about you, forget about
Watch me turn around and forget, forget about you
Forget about me and you

Noo, Oh,
Yeah,
Forget about you

2010-05-24T06:58:00.000-07:00

Past My Shades by *LinaDomina on deviant ART

HEYHEYHEY ! i just realised something .
THIS IS MY 101st post !
YAY xDDD .

AHAHHA .
kay , imma bored .
PB sucks :D .

you know something ?
lemme tell you a secret ,big world ,
technically ,

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL .

dont tell anyone okay (; .

i went high today cause i realised it was the 2nd last day of school !
YAY . xDDD .
Holidays ,faster come !

oh , i have SYF audition tmr .
super nervous .
Please god , lemme get in D: .

♥

sigh ,what now D: .

2010-05-23T07:46:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY HEY !
its a nice day out there today ,
and i went to the beach !
its nice sitting there and watching the waves while reading one of your favourite books .
peaceful . ahaha .
i tried roller blading with my brother's roller blade today .
TOTALLY FAILURE . i made a complete fool of myself . *laughs .

i got back my results on friday .
English (overall) - 73/100 . A2 . my best subj .
Geog - 22/50 .
SS - i uh , forgot . i only know i just passed .
POA - 74 1/2 .
Physics - 53/100 .

lol , pathetic uh ! D: .
school's boring now that there's no exams .
geez .
last day of sch's in 2 days .
my holidays are kinda packed -.- .
awww ,how am i gna find time to watch the last song again ? :/ .

Life sucks . BIG TIME .

♥

i dont want ___ ,i want ___ .
geez ,dumbass .

HILARIOUS .

2010-05-20T08:15:00.000-07:00

i did something i didnt expect i would do .
i listened to KPOP . for the 1st time !
then i saw this video . laugh like siao .
go youtube watch ,
you cant turn off the music cause you cant fnd my music plaer (: .
♥

Changed .

2010-05-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

sing me a little love song .

HEY .
im in a good mood todayyyyy !
sadly , im sick -.- .

results came back !
well , some lah .

I FAILED CHEM AND IM PROUD OF IT .
My class , only 6 passed out of 45 ppl .
I LOVE MY CLASS .

chemisty , e8 !
Chinese ,c6 !
Emath - c5 !
Amath ,A2 !

Im super satisfied with my amath (: .
i had like , 45 minutes to rest on that day ,i checked my paper 3 times -.- .
bored bored bored .

i have GG tmr .
sian-ed .
still need polish boots sia .

♥

Forget it .
i cant be bothered anymore .

crushed

2010-05-19T03:25:00.000-07:00

fallen

hey .
aint really in good mood nowadays .

monday ,e-learning ,tuition ,home .

tuesday ,
guess where we went ?

NGEE ANN POLY !

i excited like siao luh .
but ,total disappointment .
the workshop was like , damn boring .
and ,
NGEE ANN POLY is totally scarce of hot/cute guys .
i didnt even see one of them luh .
went for guitar after that .
SYF's song is Take Five and a spanish song i havent heard before yet .
LOL .
hom-ed with Peishun .
i slept damn early lah .

Today ,
Napfa .i think i passed ,yet ,i think i didnt . ah ,who cares .
went compass afer school with Isabel ,Nurul ,Aden ,Alvin and Chelene .
ate burger king ,slacked ,
nurul and aden went home ,
Braxton came soon after .
seriously ,toay was kindof boring .

its amazing how so many happen at once ,and then nothing the next moment .

♥

i've never been lucky in love .

2010-05-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

its coming to an end .

went bukit timah to hike today .
totally not my day .
at first ,report school ,i wore like ,totally unsuitable attire .
thank god jiayi got extra shirt .
sigh .
then got on bus , blah ,the stupid driver got lost .
like .wtf luh kay .
then the trail wasnt that great either .
like ,damn boring .
was sweating the whole day .
best of all , we didnt even go to the PEAK .

wtf luh .
went home ,i spent most of the time in bed today .

i hate emotional rollercoasters .
absolutely despise them .
i also despise PB . some ppl will know what this is ,some dont .
too bad, for those who dont .

♥

you're beautiful .

2010-05-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

do you ever really forget your last heartbreak ?

watched the Last Song with Nurul ,Chelene and Braxton today .
i swear ,it's a really good AND touching movie .
Im IN LOVE WITH IT .
now ,how many movies are like that anymore ?

i mean ,just because there's MILEY CYRUS in it doesnt MEAN anything .

in fact ,i thought she did amazing in this movie .
just because she's from DISNEY ,
everybody sees her ,and says ,ew .
look at DemiLovato .her voice is amazing ,and where does she come from ?
DISNEY .
yes ,her HannahMontana look is stupid .
but she has like ,matured so much lah .
sheesh .
She's alr making her way into big Hollywood industries .
i swear ,this was her breakout role .

stereotypes .hmph -.- .

after that ,subway-ed ,and hom-ed (: .

sian-ed .goig hiking a bukit timah nature reserve tmr .
seriously lah ,like ,wtf man .
finally ,a weekend ,i finish exam .
GG just had to go and destroy it .hmph .

im thinking of buying the dvd .
the movie's a tear-jerker (; .

♥

laughter ,thats what you bring me (: .

2010-05-13T01:39:00.000-07:00

Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh (C.M)
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Check

If I had all the money in the world
I still couldn't buy me a brand new girl (you can't buy love)
Too much clubbing, not enough loving
Too much shopping, too busy chasing the skrilla
and know look i lost me a winner
Sitting there singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh

Let me go, Yeah

And look still I'm here
She left me with no idea
I just don't get it, it's kinda weird
How you took off quicker than my career. it's kinda rare
for a man to admit when he's in the wrong
Still can't do it, I just put it in a song
So don't correct me, I know that I'm wrong
(I just need love)
I'm too stuck in my ways,
And I know this ain't helping me change
And I'm sitting here singing this song like
You never know what you've got 'til it's gone like

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
Didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
I didn't know how much I missed you
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh whoa oh oh oh oh oh-oh (Whooa)

Let me go, Yeah

I'm too stressed and I'm trying not to flip
I close my eyes and you're inside my lids
So I try not to blink for one split sec
Cus showboating, and got my ship wrecked
Since you left, nothing ain't right
Two different waves, we have to part tides
I had a long sighted vision, It ain't the same with you missing
Didn't know how much I missed you until you were gone, gone, gone

until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone
until you were gone, gone, gone

I didn't know how much I missed you
(Didn't know how much I would miss you
I messed up the perfect picture)

Damn, I wish I would've seen it coming
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slipping, Oh, Oh, Oh
Now we're done before we even started
I didn't know how much I missed you

Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone
Until You Were Gone, gone, gone

before you guys get the wrong idea ,no ,it aint him .

Empty .

2010-05-13T01:18:00.000-07:00

hey .
Exam's are over :D .
like FINALLY .
was high in the morning .now effing tired .

amath paper was pretty simple today .
i had 45 minutes free .
i sat there ,idle ard ,like an idiot .i checked my paper 3 times luh .
lol .
went to mac with nurul and Braxton ,chelene ,ubaibai and alvin came soon after .
talked rubbish and stuff .
Nurul says i will not be ablle to sttay single for the next 6 mnths .we'll see (: .

my mood swings are back again .
i guess i've been an optimist for too long .
well ,i realised that my social life aint great at all .
hmmm ,singlehood is really lonely and empty at times ,isnt it ?
it just gets you depressed and stuff .

♥

i miss you ,i miss you not .
there's a big wide hole there ,just waiting for something to fill it up .
or maybe the hole was always there .
even before him .
hmmm ,i guess everybody also has it .
its just whether he or she notices it anot .
i envy everybody who is oblivious .

Happy Mother's Day ♥

2010-05-08T23:08:00.001-07:00

bubbles !blown from me to you .

I REEK OF STICKY ,GOOEY AND STINKY CHOCOLATE .
like ,ewwww .

first of all ,HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all the noble woman in our world (: .
did you do anything for your mum today ?must show gratitude lah kay .

i baked (: .
but ,uhm .the cake went boom .
oh dear :/ .
its 9 inches long and 4 inches thick .
i wonder how we aare going to finish the cake .

sigh :/ .
chemistry's tmr .
-panick- .
howwww .

♥

enjoy the little things in life ,and scre those mother fuckers .

Ridin Solo - Jason Derulo

2010-05-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

Jason Derulo - Ridin Solo .

Yeeeeeyeeeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm ridin solo, sooloooo.

Yeah, I'm feeling good tonight, finally doing me and it feels so right, oh,
Time to do the things I like,
going to the club everything's alright, oh,

No one to answer to,
no one that's gonna argue, no,
And since I got the hold off me,
I'm living life now that I'm free, yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together
now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather
better days are gonna get better

I'm so sorry that it didn't work out I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now,
the pain is goooone,

I'm putting on my shades
to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin' in my ride,
I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

Now I'm feeling how I should,
never knew single could feel this good, oh,
Stop playing miss understood,
back in the game, who knew I would, oh,
So flex how I spread my wings, loving myself makes me wanna sing, oh,
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

Telling me to get my shit together
now I got my shit together, yeah,
Now I made it through the weather
better days are gonna get better

I'm so sorry that it didn't work out I'm moving on,
I'm so sorry but it's over now,
the pain is goooone,

I'm putting on my shades
to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin' in my ride,
I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo

yeah it's like S... O... L... O...
S... O... L... O... S... O... L... O...
Living my life and got stress no more,

I'm putting on my shades
to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin' in my ride,
I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine,
I'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo

I'm riding solo, sooloooo,
I'm riding solo, sooloooo.

Im in love with this song ~ .

♥

Itchy hands .

2010-05-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

kisses from me to you ♥

I couldnt help it .
fingers itch ah ,DYING to post :/ .
so ,yeah (; .

Examinations so far !
English ,okay okay lah .
Chinese ,EPIC FAIL .
Maths ,well ,idk uh .
SS ,totally FLUNKED it .
Geog ,hmm .
Physics ,i think can passs !

Chem next monday .
im going crazehhh .

had lots of fun tday ,
after physics ,went for guides .
then went mac to study .
well ,initially i TRIED to study ,the mood just wasnt there :O .
Talked rubbish with Nurul ,Isabel ,Ubaibai ,Chelene ,Braxton and Aaron . (: .
damn funny .
protector .
hmmmm ,isabel went off first, though .
then sent nurul home ,and bus-ed home with ubaibai :D .

well ,im heading to sleep soon ,
tmr's gna be a BIG DAY .
or rather ,im just exhausted and i want to sleep .
im baking a cake for my mum on mother's day .
im nice ,arent i ?
i just hope the microwave wont bloww upp :x .

♥

im back in the game . why arent you ?
let go .
it will hurt less .
sorry .

2010-05-03T23:10:00.000-07:00

GOSH . its the MYE ALR .
ahhh .

heh .
im bored :D .
wont be posting till aft MYE !

IM GOING MIA (: .
MISS ME !

heading to tuition naooo .

♥

sigh ,i wish .

boys are waffles ,girls are spagghetti . ♥

2010-04-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

the tree is nice , HEART :D .

ALL RIGHT , since sweetheart called me to post ,i shall :D .
dont get the wrong idea la ,kay .
its Isabel :F .

here's something NURUL ZAHEEN said today .
"may her SANE soul rest in peace while this INSANITY runs through her body ." .
insightful ,isnt she ?
LOL .

hmmm , ths whole week it has been wake up ,school ,come home study ,eat sleep blah .
tiresomeee .
i guess ,i better buck up now .
i wouldnt want to fail my exams . but somehow ,
my grades are deteriorating . :/ .
tuition ,tuition ,and more tuition .

GAMBATEH MANDA MANDA MANDA MANDA MANDAAAAAAAA . :D .

sheesh im cheering myself on .do NOT question my SANITY .
especially you ,the person who sits beside me for almost the WHOLE SEMESTER .

13 more days . JIAYOU ! (: .

♥

ignore this blockquote if you dinwan to see obscenities and me blabbering like an idiot .

~~fucking bitch ,attention seeker la kay .~~
like ,omg luh ,
he was there ,and you just had to go and make a noise so that he will turn and look at you right ?
like , you yourself UG one ,you should know the rules .
like ,wtf .
ugh.
and ,i admit . my skirt grew short these days .
and suddenly ,yours also short ?
like ,what you take me for ?somebody you hope to put down , to put me lower than you ?
and all these 3 yrs i was hoping you would change .instead you went from bad to worse .
goodness . like ,seriously luh .
its like ,no mater what i do ,you just HAVE to be better than me ,dont you .
and ,if someone introduces you their friend ,you just met him/her .
why are you acting as if you have known them for such a long time ?
wtf sia .

if you know its you ,idk what your reaction is .
if you can change i'll be glad .
if you confront me ,idk what i will do either .

There's gotta be more to life .Definitely .

2010-04-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

breathe in .

HEYHEYHEY !
This week hasnt been a good week for me ,sadly .

1st ,my phone bill went boom ,and most likel gna get cancelleddddd .
then .for the 1st time ,i failed my POA .
today ,my favourite book was damaged .
like .wtf . seriously .

so ,today ,whole mood was down . :/ .
everything that once bottled up ,today came all out .
its better that you have 1 whole day bad mood then other days just suddenly bad mood ,then good mood agn . exhausting y'know .

still ,today was a nice day ,albeit the bad mood .
went for GG meeting after school ,then went AMK library with Ubaibai ,Zaheen ,Braxton ,Chelene and AlvinL .

hmmm .
my new blog song is a nice song .lol .
im talking rubbish .
exams are coming .JIAYOU !

♥

Say only ,but can i hold you to your words never to be replaced ?

SICK .

2010-04-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

i like this photograph alot .idk whye .

HEY (: .
im fallling sickkkkkkk . D: .

went kfc with Nurul tday .
Braxton and Aaron came soon after ,
then Chelene and ubaibai too .
Nurul and Ubaidah had to leave frst ,
so .... yeah . like that lor .

sick .
cant be bothered to type more .

PS : YOU SUCK .

♥

idk how to explainnn :/ .

170409 ♥

2010-04-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

HEYO .
absolutely crazy over this anime right now :/ .
here we go all over againnnnn .

LOL ,
first of all ,
Happy 1st year anniversary , JOANNE DARLING ! xDD .

oh ,darling ,
go out soon sometime soon okeyhh .
bet you miss me loads ! haha .

kay .
rotted at home today .
im too lazy to do ace-learning .
and and ,
im beginning to feel extremely irritated .
by a particular someone ,in fact .
ugh .

here's something i found just now while blog hopping .
took it from someone's blog .
hope she doesnt mind :/ .

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are.
Up above the world so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are!

When the blazing sun is gone,
When there's nothing he shines upon,
Then you show your little light,
Twinkle, twinkle, through the night.
>Twinkle, twinkle, little star,
How I wonder what you are!

In the dark blue sky so deep
Through my curtains often peep
For you never close your eyes
Til the morning sun does rise
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are
Twinkle, twinkle, little star
How I wonder what you are

i didnt know the song was so long .
hah .it was like ,my favourite childhood song lahh .
cool (: .

♥

everybody's leaving .
we are drifting apart ,
you found new friends ,
you have a new boyfriend ,
you come and go ,
and last but not least , you , the most important one ,
suddenly , we are not so close anymore .

fabulous-ness .

2010-04-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

babe ,tell this to him (: .

HEYO .
school was really really nice today .
other than the math test ,everything was fabulous (: .

cause NURUL missed me too much .
HAH .
lol .have tons of homework ,though .

after school helped GirlGuides sell thing ,
lol .keep on count wrong moneyy .
walaooooo . then wasted 1 and half hour counting moneyy .
zzz . -.- .
HUNGRY .

crapping with someone now .
he saying i super noisy . please lor ,compared to last time ,im SO much quieter -.- .
im SLEEPY ,
and HUNGRY .

HOWWW .
:/

♥

the waves are flooding the shore ,and i cant find my way back home anymore .

2010-04-14T20:45:00.001-07:00

just like titanic ,its gna sink ): .

IM BORED ,
cause im not in school -.- .

was really sick in the morning ,didnt even want to move .
so yeah .here i am .
IM BORED . whats more ,today is kindof a relaxing day in sch .
bloody hell ,wh must it be today .
cannot yst -.- .

tmr got math test :o .
AHHHH D: .

♥

Fucking bitch ,you have just earned yourself another hater .

Its your god's forsaken right to be loved .

2010-04-13T01:13:00.000-07:00

amplified .

HEY .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN LOW :D .

lol .
nothing muchh happened today .except no guitar ,
and i was forced to go to AMK hub's couple's lab to do something .
sheesh .

sigh .
im TIRED ,and HUNGRY .
stupid ____ .
you owe me .BIG TIME -.- .
dont think too much .

HOMEWORK .
i have to do apple cheong's homework .
RAHHHHH .

-.- .
im talking crap .
:D .

.______.

oh fuck .
what have i gotten myself into this time .
im always getting these problems on friendship -.- .

disappointment .

2010-04-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

purity .

hey people ! xDD .
nothing much nowadays .

Today ,
normal lessons .
Geography was rubbish .
Math was .... well ,maths .
Recess ,disappointing .
whole mood went down .
English was boring :/ .
then had girl guides .
Im an absolute failure in arts and craft . LOL .
i didnt even have the patience to cut the paper nicely .
lol ,nothing much .

I realised something today .
everytime i want something really really badly ,i always get it .
this time ,i badly wanted to go to OBS .
Miss Huang told me ,sorry .no more vacancy .
like ,freak -.- .
Chelene and Ubaibai got in though .
good for them .
Im put on the waiting list ,which is equals to no more chance .
I 1st tine disappointed dao like that .
I guess im a pretty spoilt child after all .
i want go OBS :/ .

♥

bitch ,please la kay .
i dont even know why i am wasting my anger on you .
make me die earlier only -.- .

but still ,
why should i waste my 42 muscles frowning when i can just bitch slap you using only 4 muscles ?

2010-04-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

Your actions are absolutely revolting .

I. AM. BORED
sheesh .

Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day.
- PS.I Love You .

♥

Its your turn now .

somethings were'nt ever meant to happen .

2010-04-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

idk whye ,but i still cant believe its over .

nothing to post !
wahaha .
just that ,morning went praying .
thought would take whole day ,ended up till afternn nia .
then Joanne and Ghim joi me go play mahjong .
nothing to do ,so ,okay lor .
sorry braxton :/ .
will go watch movie with you next time kay !
sorrry D: .

had loads of fun ,
cause kept laughing .
Alvin was supposed to come ,end up didnt .
WanLin ,QiuYi and GL was there too :D .
GhimHong played with us too .
freaking hilarious .

gna go pray agn later .
i have no activities tmr .
YAY ,SLEEP :D .

♥

Screw Fate .

2010-04-01T02:23:00.000-07:00

stand out .

HELLO .
Its amusing how i can entertain myself with musings .
sigh .
short summary of the week .

Monday ,
tuition .had loads of fun ,as usual .

tuesday ,
GUITAR ♥

Wednesday ,
after school went pasa malam with Ubaibai ,Isabel ,Chelen ,AlvinL and Darron .

Today ,
went compass with Joanne ,Ghim and GL .

aint really in the mood to post .
i shall post lyrics ,then .

♥

We've run out of words
we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh I ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversations short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved you before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

Coming For You .

2010-03-31T01:38:00.000-07:00

I've been down lately .
Is it possible that you can feel upset and not know why ?
i dont think im PMS-ing .
this has gone on for too long to deduce as PMS .

i cant be depressed .
i think .
i mean ,i dont think i have any reasons to .
i think .

there's just something heavy in my heart .
but idk what .
really heavy ,maybe its a burden ,maybe its ..... i dunno .

♥

I'm breakin down,
I just can't take it anymore .

Unlove You ,

2010-03-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

cute eh ?xD .

morning ,woke up .
brother said ,eh ,go zoo luh ,
i was like ,huh ?then orh .

LOL .
then i rmbed had family plans today .
damn shagged .

♥

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me, too
I can do almost anything I have to
But I can't unlove you .

It's Over ,

2010-03-26T20:28:00.000-07:00

BANG.

HEY EVERYBODYYYYYY !
SCREW THE LAST POST (: .
that was all stupid stuff that a person not in the right state of mind talking crap :D .
heh .im in a superrrrr good mood .
and i just woke up some more .

lol ,i had 15 hours of sleep ,
yet im still so goddamned tired .
WHOOOOO .
:DDDDDDDDD .

WEDNESDAY
usual day ,
except for last period .
was fucking pissed with LiHuiLin .
for the 1st time ,i actually DID her HOMEWORK .
EMPHASIS on the word homework -.- .
i forgot bring ,
she kb me ,say ,must stay back ,then what call parents .
i tell her ,i got tuition ,
she dun believe .like ,WTF ?
ended up ,i tell her ,ii tmr bring her 2 copies .cause i photocopied from Raymond ,
meaning i had 2 copies .
she say ok.
but i still like ,not satisfied .
i want to see her BWG de face .
so ,just nice ,father waiting outside ,
call him bring me home first .
ahaha .
when gave her the worksheeet ,
she said ,orh .ok .
damn satisfied uh ,the face .
went for tuition after that (: .

THURSDAY
the best day of the whole week luhh .
slack like crazy .
chinese lesson ,
watched INITIAL D .
lol ,1st time watch .
damn niceeee .
LOL ,after school ,had CHINESE oral .
flunked it .
i super alot of words dk how to read la .
all those people who went before me are not guys .
tmd ,i waited for dunno how long then my turn leh -.- .

FRIDAY
COLLECTED IC !
like ,finallyyyyy .
but i was late for guides in th enddd .
zzz .
lol ,nothing much luh .

LOL ,
Geography book .
NOT MINE ..
xDDDD

-END- .

i watched 2012 a few days ago .
someone once took the time to explain the whole movie to me ,
when i didnt watch .
thankyou (: .
its really niceeeee .

im HUNGRY .
:D .

haha .
im going to the beach laterrrr !

EAST COAST PARK .♥

PLEASE DONT RAIN D: .
if not i cannot go beachhhhh .
actually going ZHONGHUA SEC de campfire de .
too bad .family chalet .
engagement chalet somemore ! xDDD .

okeyhh ,
im REALLY HUNGRY .

dont miss me for the weekend eh :D .

♥

I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over

2010-03-25T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hey readers ,
imma thinking of closing my blog .

should i ?
hmphhh .

oh , skip the next part if you dont feel like reading blabbering from a person who is not in the right state of mind now .

i realised something lately .
i always seem to stead with he wrong kind of ppl .
i never think twice before accepting their request for stead .
now that i look back ,
i really wonder .what the hell did i see in those ppl ?

if i could ,
i would wish that the 6 months with --- ,2 months of stead ,4 months of break ,patching of 1 month ,then break again didnt ever happen ,
or the 2 months with --- ,
or ,the 1 month with the most recent one .

its like ,
idk uh .i just wished it all didnt happen .
saves me loads of trouble .

Nurul and Isabel says i deluded myself into thinking i like the most recent one .
im beginning to think that they are right .
Nurul and Chelene says i lose interest easily .
thats whyy relationship all so short .
Nurul says im happier now that im single .
and smehow ,
Nurul is always right .

i really really wish there was a time machine .

okay ,
DONE BLABBERING .

sigh .
idk whats wrong with me now .
im feeling depressed -.- .

sheesh .

♥

i realised ,
that i dont like you anymore .

uncomfortable .

2010-03-23T05:55:00.000-07:00

idk what to do .

HELLO . (: .
im pissed .
but Just for Laughs Gags is cheering me up .

Lol ,damn amusing leh .

Monday ,
went for tuition after school .
on th way ,passed by my old home .
pasir ris ther .all the childhood memories ,
came flooding back uh .but now the place change like ,
alot le -.- .
I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD POLYNOMIALS .
damn happy (: .

Today ,
normal day,
then had guitar after sch .
had loads of fun ,
till Joel msg-ed me ,
saying someone spammed his blog ,
saying about ME .
down went my mood .
like ,
HELLO ?you want talk abbout me ,
go other ppl blog spam ?
please luhh .

To :D and > ,
Hello no names (: .
firstly ,your parents gave you a name .use it .
spamming on other people' blog about ME ,is so unpolite ,you know .
you want spam ,spam HERE .
Humji people ,please la .
write your name and class then come spam .
&& ,
Hah ,so talking to someone of the opposite sex who has a girlfr is called flirting eh ?
hmmm ,so ,what ,if i talk to your father ,means im seducing him ?
i see .
you say im despo for love .
hah ,fyi , i JUST broke up with my ex a few days ago .
why would i be despo ?
Please lor ,
do you not have any friends of the opposite sex ?
no ? ah ,i see .
AWW , SO SAD .
IM pathetic ? PLEASEEE .
check yourself before commenting on ME .
&& , call me a bitch ?
lets see how much of a bitch you are not then .
come on la ,commenting about me behind my back ?
isnt that bitchy too ?

MORONS .
sheesh .
and i was hoping to have a peaceful sec 3 life without this kind of crap .
but these few days i have been itching to vent my anger .
thank god :D and > came .

♥

if i could help it ,
i wish .....
that it had never happened .

2010-03-20T23:03:00.000-07:00

letting go .

Its a nice day today (: .
the clouds are damn nice .
im boredddd .

my laptop aint enough to entertain me -.- .
the prev prev post was depressing .
time to cheer this blog up :D .

♥

Words and hearts should be handled with care ,
for words when spoken ,
and hearts when broken ,
are the hardest to repair .

Breathe - Taylor Swift . ♥

2010-03-20T22:59:00.000-07:00

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people
And sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm mmm mmmmmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie
It's the kind of ending you don't really want to see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

It's 2AM
Feel like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's 2AM
Feel like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
Oh
I can't breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to
Breathe without you, but I have to

Ohh
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

190210

2010-03-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

Im back to being single .
idk if its a good or bad thing .
here we go all over again .

♥

im sorry .

happy 1st month :D .

2010-03-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

please dont stop the rain .

Hey hey ,
im back from camp !
or rather ,campfire .

lol ,i screwed up ,agn .
how wonderful .

thursday .
rained whole aftnn .thought wouldnt be putting fire up le ,
ended up ,thank god it stopped with enough time to set up .
then then ,
the fire ,halfway through the campfire ,
extinguished .like ,wtf ? -.- .
sua .
then ,many many things happened .
i dont want to talk abt it .
then ,aft everything ,cleared up ,
slept .
nothing much on that day .

today ,
POP .finally .
woke up at 7 .
then ate maggi mee for breakfast . lol .
then area cleaning ,blah .
but we went overtime .lol .
then ,finally , promotion ceremony .
all sec 3s got rank .
congrats to all ,esp the 2 sec 2s .
then ,dismissed , raining uh .
then crapped with Joanne ,GuanLiang ,Ghim and Isabel .
played truth or dare .
LOL .damn funny .
rain stopped ,Ghim sent me home .
thankyou (: .
and here i am (: .

shagged . having a major headache .
i think im going to get sick .
D: .

i going sleep le .

♥

responsibility .shit .

2010-03-17T08:15:00.001-07:00

was blog hopping .
then saw this video .
its ... sweet .

2010-03-17T05:40:00.000-07:00

even if the sky is falling down ,its all gna be ok .

HELLO .
heh .
im tired .just came back from guides -.-
tmr have to go through the whole thing all over again .
this time , im staying over in school to finish up the job -.-
damn .
friday jiu POP le .
how ?i dunwan gett rankkkk -.- .

bleh .
today's fire trial was more successful .
my hand kenna kerosene like ^*&%#&^!*% .
had loads of fun ,though (: .
ahaha .
andand ,

Twin ,
HAPPY 11th MONTH (: .

see ,im good .
i put in brown .a colour we both like xD .

bought handphone straps .
she black ,i white .LOL .
she moon ,i star ! xDDD .
but ,walao ,$8 like that fly awayyy .

in case you didnt noticce ,
im crapping .LOL .

♥

girl ,continue on like this ,
and you will earn so many more haters .
including me .

2010-03-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

gosh ,im bored.
lol ,these pictures are from last sat .
the day i screwed up many many times .
heh .

i watched titanic yst .
1st time in my 15 yrs .
sad ,but not THAT sad .
idk why so many ppl cried .

today , had guides training .
shag dao siao .
early in the morning ,rran up and down looking for things.
then the structure ,for the fire ,kept falling apart .
like ,wtf ?
then ,aiyah .
very ma fan .thankyou joanne :D .
lol ,lunch ,ate maggi mee .
then continued with loads of stuff . damn tiring la kay .
drag dao 6+ then went home .
sigh .

i want to watch Dear John tmr .
anybody free ?
boyfr's not free.bo bian .

im bored .

type down your reactions when someone says these phrases to you.

PLEASE NOTE: these things are what i would say to those ppl who are closer to me .

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
What la! Crazy . -.-

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
Oh ,okay .i love you too (: .

LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
LOL ,really oh .dunwan lei .

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO!
siao ah -.- .

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
crazy .im too lazy to even do mine you call me do yours ?

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
Of course laaa (: .

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
how i know ? -.- .

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
okay (: .

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
wow .really ar. ? HAHA. Good .

I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU..
Heh . okay .sure .

I CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU.
im with u now , so smile :D

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST AREN'T HIM/HER
i got say i like you meh 0.0 .

NOTHING!
HEH . *taps shoulder* NOTHING ! :D .

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
hmmm .999 (:

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
Sure !

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
LOL .okay !

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM/HER TIL NOW?
which one ?lol .no le bah .

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
never (: .

wahaha .
im very bored .

♥

& ,
Every minutes like an hour
Every hours like a day
Every day lasts forever .

humiliated .

2010-03-13T06:26:00.001-08:00

had lots of fun today ,
though .

i screwed up .
so many times today .
first ,morning ,
i was giving out prizes .
then i forgot that i was supposed to just give the goddamn bouquet to her.
her=GOH .
so ,meaning ,i stunn there ,i front of so many bloody ppl .
then ,after that ,time to sing TAPS .
the push to me .
i was like , wtf .
idk a freaking thing .
then thankyou YTSS guides who helped me .
then i stun . idk what to say after sing finish .
fuck ,then i said ,GirlGuides TAPS .
i didnt know wth to do .
then finally ,the guides help me again .
saying ,girl guides dismiss .
-.- .
i humiliated myself in the morning .
fyi ,our school didnt win .

next , afternn .
had performance ,met joanne first .
i was late by 20 min . sorry .
then ,met peishun ,
blahblah .
then perfromance time .i panick dao blur ,
and i played so many fucking wrong notes.
i was AMPLIFIED somemore .
fuck la kay.
tear-ed .then peishun made me laugh agn .
saying what ,handsome -.- .
then dinner-ed with Joanne ,PeiShun ,WanEr .
pepper lunch (: .
peishun keep telling jokes . damn funny .

dum dum didididi
dum dum didididi
dum dum didididi
dum di dum di dum di dum .

xDD .want to know the tune ,ask any of the guides (; .
damn niceee.

oh oh , may not be posting much cause .
next week i whole week will be going back sch for campfire prep .

♥

haiyo ,
take care of yourself luh .
imy .

screwed up .

2010-03-12T04:23:00.001-08:00

Take my hand, I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

BOOYAH :D .
Had no lesson today .
but then bloody boring .
keep on having presentations .
mine was an epic failure (: .

had guides after school .
went for promotion interview ,damn ,i screwed up .
i aint gna get a PL rank anymoree .
hmph .

then rushed for guitar .
kenna sabo to take the amplifier -.- .
front row some moree .
walao ,i make mistake, whole world know.
-stressed- .
then rush back to guides ,
they finish gateway , packing up le . LOL .
then chat chat chat ,hom-ed (; .
PeiShun and Chlene pang-sehed me .D: .
hate you ): .

i have nothing else to say except that i have a hell lot of homework -.- .

♥

A French Willow symbolises Bravery .

2010-03-11T04:25:00.000-08:00

the sky's falling down .
and in my head, you fulfill my fantasy .

HELLO .
ahaha ,im bored .
i have a hell lot of holiday homework .
im thinking of not doiing lei .
veh zzz . -.- .

next week holiday likke no holiday like that .
i ever single weekday also going back school .
wtf . D: .
im worried abt he campfire .
i scared the fire not successful -.- .
sigh .

lol ,
today damn boring .
did formal letter ,
sucked .im flunking it :D .
and received my progress report !
English -A1
Chinese - B3
EMath -C5
Comb. Humans -A1
AMath -C5
Chemistry -A1
Physics -E8
POA -A1

im quite satisfied :D .
except for phy .
MSG 3.1 . and they expected 3.7 :D .
L1R5 12 , and they expected 20 . LOL .
class position , 5/45 .
and i thought i would get 20+ .
sheesh .
i must maintain this kind of results ! (; .
cannot disappoint my family anyymoreee .
ahaha ,and to get the course i wannttt .
damn ,its gna be hard .

after school had painting for guides agn .
freak ,my shirt got black paint -.- .
blah .
hom-ed and here i am !
have to finish up presentation D: .
rush rush rush .
lol ,cant wait for cambodia trip !
but thats like ,2 more months -.- .

im thinking of picking up french .
Its a nice language .

♥

A single Rose in full bloom symbolises Love .
Je t'aime .

2010-03-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

HELLO (: .
Cause B called me to post , i shall post.

i have nothing ,absolutely nothing to say , except ,
i love guitar .
but im afraid its falling apart .

i got 8/30 for amath logarith, .
wonderful .
school was boring ,
as usual .

♥

i love you .
i love your random-ness too (: .

Hey MAMA hey MAMA !

2010-03-08T04:09:00.000-08:00

featuring ,our Loch Ness Monster . xDD

thankyou Raymond for ... uhm , my name ?

featuring the loch ness monster again xD .
aka , XueLiang ,Weiwen ,ZhanXian , Mahaesh .and whoever i said was them this morning (: .

MORNING YO :F .
ahaha .
yes , im in a good good mood .

had to put up with alot alot of crap today .
still ,who cares .

morning ,went school early .
finished up chem ,then went to paint for guides .
damn ,my hand got paint .
supeeer stink -.- .
then then then ,finished up ,went back to class with Nurul .
thankyou Nurul for helping out (: .

went back class ,
mabel soh came in and gave us test papers in the morning .
i was like , wtf . you want spoil my mood is it ?
heng , i got an okay score .still ,mood dampen alebit .
Poa was boring .but Nurul and I were doodling on the notebooks . LOL .
damn funny .
then recess ,Chemistry .
Doodling agn !
then SS ,super funny .
we keep on singing ,
"so when the roof cave in and the truth came out i just didnt know what to do . " - Jason Castro's 'whatcha say' .
damn funny .
after that , went for lunch ,kenna bullied by alvin low -.- .

then had some crap workshop .
boring like siao .
but at some point ,the PREGNANT teacher ,stood on an UNSTABLE chair ,
and started scolding us ,cause too noisy .
then she started crying ,blah .
i immediately ,wtf ,come down .later break , then miscarriage , suay uh .
wth .then did some model with newspapers .
had a nice time sticking weiwen's hair . ahaha .
then form cher came in talk crap ,call us choose topic .
we got language (: .
then hom-ed .

and here i am ! xDD .

alamakk .im stressed -.- .
performance's on 13th .
Prep for campfire is on 15th ,16th ,17th .
campfire's on the 18th .
POP's on the 19th .
lol ,heng 19th afternoon jiu dismiss le .
if not i whole holiday no need go out le .

i need go do math le .
if not tmr die -.- .

♥

I would write your name across the stars every night ,
wishing you were here with me .

2010-03-06T07:23:00.000-08:00

Hello wonderful world .
just came back from watching alice in wonderland .
rating : 4/5 stars (: .

but if you are looking for maturity ,dont watch .

Paramore's having concert tmr .
i want gooo D: .

walao ,i cant watch dear john anymore.
no more time .damn the cinemas .

have to wait till april 8 for the next movie im watching .
The Lovely Bones .
lol .

OH OH , i forgot .
Joanne ,Last long (: .

♥

doubts gone .

imy .

2010-03-05T23:00:00.001-08:00

It started off just as sweet .its turning bitter now .

Hey yo .
no ,i aint in a good mood .
i thought about somethings yesterday .
they werent easy to think about .
it hurts .

lemme talk about this morningg .
woke up at 8+ .
was alr damn irritated .dk whye .
went to guides HQ for the Japan trip interview ,wearing FULL-U .
like ,$2350 . i was like ,sua .i grow up ownself go .
Paris is still top priority .
though im sill thinking if i want to go Japan .
finished up ,went J8 walk walk .
then hom-ed .
later gna go wach Alice in wonderland with family .

Nurul ,i still want go shopping with you !
Isabel ,i want go watch Dear John . really badly D: .
Braxton ,yeah .you are right .it is tinged with a hint of sadness .

♥

Doubt .

it blurs out everything .

idk whether to tell you anot .

it will destroy our r/s .

naturally .

2010-03-05T04:57:00.001-08:00

unreachable . just like you .

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE .
yes ,im in a good mood (: .

though someone's ,or rather . 2 people's getting on my nerves .
forget it .
i shall now post (: .

tuesday had guitar .
loads of fun ,as always (: .

wednesday ,
nothing much happened .
i went home early ,for once .

thursday .
normal day in school .
except when got back compo results ,shock dao .
i expected myself to do a hell lot better .
then aft school , went mac with Isabel and Nurul .
had a nice time chatting and gossiping (: .

today ,
had amath test .
damn ,im gna failll .
sigh , im lazy to type anymore .
zzz .
lol ,anw ,had guides after sch .
lunch-ed with Joanne and Jasmine ,
did gateway and campfire things all day .
the scouts container is messy like siao -.- .
i almost cut myself on their rusted saw ,and i heard alot of rats squeaking .
total contrast from npcc . LOL .
walked Joanne home ,
then hom-ed .

im stressed .
really stressed .my results are falling .
i have so much things o prepare for girl guides .
i have an upcoming performance with guitar .
omg .
help me .

♥

you are the thunder and i am the lightening .

but something's missing .

Quizz !

What if the guy you liked, liked you back?
LOL ,stead laa .

When did you last drop your phone?
Just now .

Can money buy happiness?
No way .

Do you think women should work or stay at home?
work ! :D .

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?
it depends . most of the time .no .

How many people do you trust one hundred percent?
none .you cant trust anybody too much .

How many times do you hit the snooze button in the morning?
3 >.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
Yeah .

Do you sleep with a fan on?
uhmm ,when hot then on aircon la .

How many people have you kissed who's name started with an M?
first kiss haven even give out yet -.- .

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
today ?not yet .yst ,yeah .

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months ?
Guess so . if i put my heart in it la .

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
30 ! :D . dunwan so early have. tie me down nia .

Whose hand did you last hold?
Isabel.T

What if you dropped your phone in a puddle?
Oh fuck .die die die .

What is your mom saved as in your phone?
Mummy .

Do you know who your real friends are?
A few only .

Would you change your eye color to blue?
YES ,oh my tian ,of course !

Would you date a 13 year old at the age you are now?
no .

Are you a heartbreaker?
maybe .

Is it ever too late to apologize?
yes . i believe so .

Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you?
none bahh . i mean ,nobody has left my life . yet.

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
yes .definitely .

Whats the last taste in your mouth?
saliva ?

Do you know any of your neighbors?
yup :D .

List three things near you:
bed ,pillow ,eeyore !

What was the last thing you watched on the TV?
American Idol .

What was the last thing you looked up on Google?
Orion Belt .

Is there snow on the ground where you are?
LOL . no ,sadly .

Do you like when people play with your hair?
Sure .as long as they dont mess it up .ruffling it is ok .

What color is your hair?
Really dark brown .

Whats the last thing you "aw'd" at?
idk .

Where is the person who has your heart?
talking to me ? xDD

What do you hear?
butterfly fly away . by miley cyrus . one of her better songs .

Congratulations, you just had a baby boy! What's his name?
uhmm ,Jace (: .

What are you craving at the moment?
TAKO YAKI ! xDDD

Are you in a complicated relationship?
no .not really .

Who was the last person you said I love you to?
uhmm ,B . XD .

What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
go to the beach :D .

Do you like silver or gold better?
silver .

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
ew ,no .

Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
3am :D .

Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
nope .

Would you consider yourself open-minded?
yes .

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
No ?

Do you hate it when people call you when you're sleeping?
obviously ?

What woke you up this morning?
i woke up screaming .nightmare .i forgot what happened 0.0 .

Where were you an hour ago?
at home ?

What was the last drink you had?
chrysanthemun tea !

Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
nt really .

Did anything annoy you today?
hell ,yes .

If you could, would you punch the last person to hold your hand?
what ?no ? siao uh .

If your ex was in trouble and you were the only one that could help him/her, would you?
LOL . sure .

When was the last time you felt like crying?
just now .

Your bf/gf cheats on you. What do you do?
slap him ! bloody hell -.- .

What were you doing this morning at seven A.M.?
Listening to music .

Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend or an ex boyfriend?
does a gift count ?

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
EW .

How many kids do you want to have?
2 is fine :) .

This time last last year were you happier then now?
nah .

Have you ever been called a bitch?
lol .yeah . its a compliment though ,so , :D .

When is the next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
God knows .

Have you ever had stitches?
nope .

Are you giving up on someone?
no .

Do you spend more time on myspace or facebook?
fb (:

Do you crack your knuckles?
LOL . yes .

What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
sms-ing ppl ,reading book .

Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?
hello ? LOL .

I bet you miss somebody right now?
yeah .okeyh okeyh laa .

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
Maybe .

Who's clothes are you wearing?
Mine ?

Do you wish things were different with someone?
yeah .

Are you easy to make mad?
yes .

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
yup :D .

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
maybe .

Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
yup :D .

The last person you had a thing with comes up to you and says "I'm sorry..."
Okaaay ?so ?

quiz done (: .

2010-03-02T04:41:00.000-08:00

imy ,badly D: .

I want to watch DEAR JOHN the movieee !
walaoooo .
i want to watch ,i want to watch i want to watch !!!!

omg D: .
anybody can accompany meee ?
i really really badly want to watchhh .
sigh .

im tiredd .
god ,help me .

♥

Cause every time you smile, I smile .
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you .

cute la ,you .

2010-03-01T04:01:00.001-08:00

thought you would always be mine .

hello :D .
im supposed to be doing my emath online test now ,ah hell :D .
im lazyyyy .

&& ,
JOANNE ,i dunwan punishment le la .
really veh pain .wait dao next next meeting cann ? D: .

-EDITED- .
LOL ,i finished the test !and i went to do a quiz .
idk true anott .LOL .

Your future friend: You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

sadd .
LOL .

♥

capture it ,remember it .
some memories are just gone once you lose them .

2010-02-27T18:37:00.000-08:00

let the spotlight be on me .

IM BACK YO :D .
AND I SLEPT FOR 13 hours STRAIGHT . IM SATISFIED . xD

damn ,if this type of camps will let my parents let me sleep more ,
i dont mind going to more :D .

Friday !
normal day at school lahh .
then ,went for guides .
quite slack uh , the first day .
my patrol named called Teppan-Yaki .
lol ,not i choose one -.- .
we were pitching up dome tent ,then sudenly 3 patrols one spoil ,including mine -.- .
so we borrowed form npcc (: .
then in the end dunno how to pitch ,(paiseh D: ) .
Deannz asked her cadets come help .
thankyou (: .
then suddenly rained .
so we went ..... i forgot where we went .
stopped raining ,then we went to check the tents ,wth , got termites .
zzz . and only the np tents have .
so sua .
went back t settle things ,blah .
but we over runned by 1hour plus x-x .
then dinner (: got hotdog leh ! xDDD
sudddely they say we sleep in ISH ,cause got workers staying oovernight ,worry for our safety .
walao ,wasted D: .
then taught sec 1 stuff ,then bathed ! xDD .
finally mann .
then supper ,
lol ,soon ,lights out .
in the end ,slept at ard 1+ going 2 cause of COH .
i forgot to bring eeyore ! D: .

Next Day ,
woke up at 6+ .
lol ,ISH damn nice to sleep .
cause i under fan . LOL .
then then .fall in .
late for 5 minutes .
PT , blah .

breakfast . got hotdog again ! xDDD .
then ... i forgot .
but i rmb we did 47 hao peng yous .for punishment . for those that dunno , its standdard girl guide punishment .
the more you do ,the painer it is . and ,the pain lasts for quite a few days .
after the whole punshment ,your legs will be wobbly and like , cannot stand like that .
stand le , veh hard to sit . sit le ,veh hard to stand .
walk and run also veh pain -.- .
it will be like that for quite a few days .
just like how i am now -.- .
then ,i forgot agn .
oh oh ,we taught the sec 2s rope ladder ,then lunch .
then teach them flagpole .
then changed for enrollment ceremony .
late agn .
but no punishment .
finished ceremony ,prize giving ,take photo ,
then area cleaning ,hom-ed .
tired like siao .
slept at 6+ .

today ,
gna rot at home (: .
woke up at 9+ .
couldnt sleep anymore .
later really become pig .
wahaha .

overall ,the camp was okay .
just really tiring .
now i have to chiong homework .
zzzz .
wow ,what a long pst .
i damn long never post so long le .

AND AND.
FREAKKKKK . I MISSED TITANIC . T.T .
shit .
D: .

♥

Blue skies and stars  glimmer in the distance 
And a full moons rays casting shadows upon my hand as I write. 
Lampposts light the street down below 
With nary a soul walking. 
A lonely, well-lighted street With cars parked alongside darkly-lit houses. 
Theres stillness in the air. 
The trees stand tall their leaves and branches unmoving. 
Dogs bark at a distance
 As a cock crows, 
Thoughts ... 
Memories...
 Creating a hazy scene of silence .  

idk wher i found this poem .
but its nice ,though .

2010-02-25T05:01:00.000-08:00

in this moment now ,capture it ,remember it .

Heading off to camp tmr (; .
dont miss meeeeeeeee .

lol ,its just another regular weekend -.- .
zzz .
im bored ,hungry ,and irritated .

说你爱我，变成一种折磨 . idk what's happening to us , miscommunication ,perhaps ?

2010-02-24T04:33:00.001-08:00

and i stare up into the sky ,wondering what ifs .

hello (: .
im getting sick and tired of love songs .
seriously .
sigh .

im having camp on friday ,till saturday ,
so most likely not posting .

lets see .
monday went for tuition ,
tuesday went of guitar .

oh oh ,
another performance is coming up ,
13 march ,at suntec mellinia walk .
isnt that place deserted ?
LOL .i thought nobody deee .

today .
really bad mood .
couldnt stand listing to a slow song at all .
math is still my favourite period though i suck at it .
i get to laugh ,AND pay attention .
bleh .
after school had briefing .
then went Isa's house with (: .
Isa's boyfr was there to .
actually wanted to play pool ,ended up cant .
cause we went down late .
then ,blah blah blah .
hom-ed .
Isabel ,its ok .
stop apologising .he's .... slow .
i admit it .
but really la ,what you expect ?

not gna post anymore ,or my bad mood would be contagious .

♥

i cant stand this for too long .

2010-02-21T05:20:00.000-08:00

Justin Bieber - Common Denominator . (: .

Just a fraction of your love ,
It fills the air,
And I fall in love with you,
All over again,
Ooh,
You're the light that feeds the sun,
In my world,
I'd face a thousand years of pain
For my girl.

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
Uh
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
Woah

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

Before your love was low
Now you're just my height, aye
We chase the game that would put
My cot in the side

Broken heart rise up to say
Love is alive
You and I would stand
To be multiplied, yeah

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
Uh
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
Woah

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

I'm never ever not,
Without your touch,
Every kiss that you give,
It gives me heart,
And to all the heart it can,
Jealous females hate it,
I'ma hold it down for you,

For you, woah, oh woah,
Common denominator,
Oh, yeah, woahh,
I don't wanna to go back,
Half of the equation, woah woah yeah,
Common denominator
Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Common denominator
Oh, yeah, woah

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again yeah

♥

60 advices for guys who are attached (: .

2010-02-20T06:10:00.000-08:00

Got this from somewhere (: .
lol .superr sweet la kay (: .

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts.
5. Kiss her slowly.

ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS ?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pix with her
13. Pull her onto you lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO DO TO SHOW HER YOU ACTUALLY DO MEAN IT

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.>
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know.

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are "ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good!
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute. =)
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good!
49. Let her sit on your lap.
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL.
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music.
59. Don't ignore her or be nervous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go.♥

i think im going crazy .

2010-02-20T05:23:00.002-08:00

BOO :F .
unglam much ?

im tired AND sick . -.- .
stupiddd .maybe monday i dun go school ~ .
but then got parade leh .
how how how .

today was girl guide's thinkingday (: .
went indoor stadium EARLY IN THE MORNING just to rehearse walking into the damn stage .
i spent half of my time there crapping ,cam-whoring and sms-ing .
stuppid .
then ,finally time for performance ,
i stage fright -.- .scared like siao .
lol .cause i in front mah ,later walk wrong then paiseh D: .
bleh .
then everything end le ,camwhore :D .
wahaha .
on bus back to sch ,cheers :D .
lol .im asking for death .im sick and im still shouting .
wahaha .

IM TIRED .
I WANT TO SLEEP .
BLEH .

♥

i promise to do my best ,
to do my duty to god ,
to serve my country ,
help other people ,
and to keep the Guide Law .

today was a fairytale .

2010-02-19T03:55:00.000-08:00

hello (: .
wahaha .
im hyper ,happy ,and absolutely sick now .

today was a nice day .
it really is .
though its boring .

school was boring ,
then math ,logarithm .i really cannot study -.- .
recess ,lets just say something happened . xD

thennn .
english was crap ,then had guides .
really boring .idk we go there for what siaa .
-.- .
then on bus back to school ,something happened .
wahaha .

oh oh .
IM HUNGRY .DAMN IT .
D: .

♥

190210 . ♥
today was a fairytale .

SHIT YOU .

2010-02-18T04:30:00.000-08:00

DAMN , IM LAZY .
im supposed to be doing hw noww .
obviously ,im not .

hmmm ,had guides combined rehearsal with scouts today .
tiring D: .
and and ,i think i flunked my physics paper .
bleh .my english suddenly drop so low .
compo ,18/30 . 0.0 .
first time sia . @%&%^*#%@$! .
compre 20/25 (: .

how how how !
i need neww design for campfire T.T .
-stress- .

im falling sick D: .
helppp .
lol .oh oh ,its my 50th post ! xDDD .

♥

im sick and tired of your fucking attitude .

2010-02-16T06:44:00.001-08:00

dexter : LOL ,figure it out yourself ~

HELLO (: .
quick post !
kay ,i went science center with fam today .
cause no need go visiting le .
then ,went to the body show .
quite nice lahh .
alebit .... gag .
then ,science center (: .
lol .then daddy treated us to pizza hut (: .wahaha .
thankyou xD !

HAH .
im in a damn good mood today .
LOL .

Taylor Swift -Am I Ready For Love .

Sometimes I wonder how's it gonna feel
Will my first love be true and real
Will I be ready when my heart starts to fall
What will I do when my love comes to call
And my daddy tells me that I light up his world
Everyday he says, "Darlin you're my best girl."
He tried to teach me from the very start
The meaning of love so nobody breaks my heart

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love... for love

I know I'm not a little girl anymore
Cause I'm feelin things I've never felt before
Sweet sensations and anticipations
Calling commotion to my emotions
And I hear the words my daddy said to me
He said be true to yourself and keep your spirit free
And love will find you one way or another
Be good to yourself and be good to eachother

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love... for love

It's a run around the world and it's movin so fast
Though I wanna find a love that's gonna last
A love so strong that it can withstand
The weight of this world in the palm of it's hand

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love... for love

♥

slap you !

2010-02-15T05:57:00.000-08:00

HELLO (: .
i have absolutely nothing to do agn (: .
though im in a better mood now .

TAYLOR SWIFT ,
I'd Lie .

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I loved him...
I'd lie

He looks around the room
And innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know
That I've had him memorized for so long

He sees everything in black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I loved him...
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you,
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through
Everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up,
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Oh, and he kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I loved him...
If you asked me if I loved him...
I'd lie .

ahhh , the song damn nice (: .
though its quite old lee .
wahaha .

♥

Cupid ,watch where you are aiming .or i'll shoot that damn arrow back at you .

2010-02-13T08:21:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day .
Happy Chinese New Year .

the bad mood hasnt gone yet.
crap .

ZhiLong : Linked .
Dexter : Cant help it . too bad .

im sorry .

2010-02-12T23:30:00.000-08:00

i wish ,that everything will be alright .
i pray that nobody get's hurt .
i plead for everybody's happiness .

Happy cny in advance .
new yrs coming ,and i aint in a good mood .how pathetic .
im getting moody agn .
sigh .
i hope this doesnt last till tmr .

di ,
im sorry for telling you the answer ,
since you regretted it ,wishing you didnt ask .
you wanted it ,and i told you the truth .
people are always secretly afraid of the truth .
afraid that they will not like hearing it .
thats what happened to you .
i finally understood what Isabel told me .
that i shoot right to everybody's core .
some cant take it .just like you .

what comes out of my mouth ,always hurt people .
why dont i just shut up then ?

try sleeping with a broken heart .
i mean it this time .
truly .

today was a fairytale .

2010-02-12T04:41:00.000-08:00

lol .
hellooooo .
happy cny (: .i aint gna come online during the cny celebrations .
i guess .sigh .

today in school !
report at imac at 7.30 .
so earlyy !
then prepare prepare ,set up ,
went to flag raising ,then perform ,blah .
went to giv oranges after that .
lol .switch to Nurul's group xD .

then .went mac with nurul ,chelene ,dexter and allston (: .
crapped alot (: .
wahahaha .
went home and change ,
then watched VALENTINE'S DAY with Chelene ,Jasmine and Dexter .
actually watch 1+ de . freak ,sold out -.- .
so watch 4+ de lorr .
LOL .
then homed .

quite nice (: .
3.5 stars .
can watch.
but if you are looking for story line ,DONT WATCH .
(: .

you really cant be any denser ,can you ?
but today's feeling was really nice .i havent felt that nice since Alvin put his arm ard me in new moon .

two is better than one

2010-02-11T01:39:00.000-08:00

BOOYAH .
wahaha .
so cute ! (: .
im blogging cause i have NOTHING ,ABSOLUTELY NOTHING . to do (: .
actually have .but but ,hmwork is for tonight !
i love my blog song (: .

walaoooo .
you all good lah .
all tmr 8.20 report . i 7.20 siaa .
whye ? cause guitar performing .bleh .

lol . lemme blog abt today ~
poa test came back . wahaha .
28half /30 . not bad uh :D .
blah blah blah ,
ss test . chiong like siao .
i think can pass la .
then mable soh say want give detention .i was almost said ,fuckyou la kay .i got girlguides .
-.- .
then manymany say wan pon ,
we were like ,ya ya . in the end most went for detention .
then ,mr ang requested for all scouts and guides to be excused xDD .
yay ! [x .
wahaha .
then had rehearsal with scouts ,etc etc (: .

ahh ,performance tmr . help D: .

♥

Ohmygod ,you are sloww .
blah .

you have your dreams ,i have mine .

2010-02-10T05:22:00.000-08:00

BOO ! veh veh good mood today ~~
nothing to post !
kay ,actually have .
lazy nia .
i post abt today only (: .

today ,
phone dropped on the floor , BLOODY HELL ,
cannot on ! later ,found out is battery problem .
borrowed yimlee's phone or th rest of curriculum hours . thankyou (: .
scored PERFECT 10 on emath test (: .
ahaha . upon 20 lehh .

then ,had guitar rehearsal for cny performance this fri .
home-ed .
and ,guess what ?
I FORGOT MY SS TEXTBOOK .
bloody hell . i no need study for tmr's test le .
tmr must really chiong .
ahh .save me D: .

♥

can you guys stop asking abt the guy ?
he's a lil dense and he likes another girl alr .
stop asking .

try sleeping with a broken heart .

mixed signals .

2010-02-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

TAG REPLIES !

ISABEL :i guess .mixed signals uh .sometimes it seems like it ,sometimes it doesnt .
HAIKAL :no link ,you call me relink what ?
DEXTER :lol .you think i will say on blog meh ?

Joanne ! :D .

ahaha ,she crying ! xDD .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABEL TAN HUI XUAN ! xDD .

hah .
reddd . see ?im so nice (: .

monday !
tuition (: .i forgot many many things (: .

tuesday ,
guitar !performing for cny (: .

wednesday ,
rehearsal for cny ! (: .

thursday ,
went punggol end with joanne :D .
many many things to think about .
the weather was nice .the clouds very nice too .
i saw a BIG TORTOISE .
joanne saw its not .
i SWEAR ,look a hell lot like tortoise !
so uglyyyyy ! :D .

lol .
today was isabel's birthday .
honestly ,i forgot to text her .i fell asleep waiting last night .
then ,ubaibai msged me in the morning not to wish her .
planning to surprise her .i felt damn guilty la .
she kept looking at me expectantly ,then i nvr say anything .
she had such a damn sad face la kay D: .
had geog test ,
then recess !
surprise ,sing happy birthday ,some boys suddenly join in 0.0 .
celebrated and all ,isabel cried .aww .
LOL .
i forgot her present :x . sorry .
LOL . had guides ,walked chelene home with chia suan ,
hom-ed .

hah quite a number of test nowadays .
damn tired D: .
LOL . im off to go watch anime :D .

♥

mixed signals .

suddenly ,im not so sure anymore .

2010-02-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

oh my god .
you like me ,just say la !
you dont ask ,how you know ?
walao .still dare say no .
im waiting D: .

2010-01-30T08:39:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE TAN ! xD .

ahaha . lao leeeee .
kay ,idk what t post ! lets just say ,its been a damn tiring week for my brain .
i keep thinking abt someone i shouldnt be thinking abt .
i know things will turn out wrong if i still continue like that . -.- .
met my new sec 1 juniors in my patrol ,so far ,so good .no guai-laning .
hah ,all still shy shy mah .

blah ,i also nothing to blog !

yst went pastamania with WanEr and Joanne to celebrate her birthday (: .
kay kay ,
i really nothing to crap le .

♥

i hate you .
i dunwan rejection .
i gotta shut myself up this time .
cant tell anyone .

i will not think of you .
i will not think of you .
i will not think of you .
i will not think of you .
i will not think of you .

shit ,who am i kidding ?

retardness

2010-01-23T22:26:00.000-08:00

Hello ~
i am rotting at home today !
yay ! :D .

you know ,
i went to take a quiz just now .
stupid results damn accurate -.- . cause isabel just told me this yst . -.- .

You are very direct, which might freak them out. Something along the lines of "Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror?" might slip from your lips.

rahhh !
im bored !
somebody help me D: .
i want die le .

♥

Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you’re a mile away and you have their shoes. :D .

some things just were'nt ever meant to be said .

2010-01-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

hello .
i aint in a good mood .
but cause some one keeps bugging me to update ,fine .

monday ,tuition .

tuesday ,guitar .
had loads of fun with peishunnn ~ .
damn funny .

wednesday ,went library ,
hom-ed .was upset for that godamnned day .

thursday ,
went lunch with joanne .
supposedly alvin and jasmine was coming .
suddenly nvr .
whatever .
she treated me to ljs xD .
still ,i had a price to pay -.- .i accompanied her go pray to her grandma ,
i WHOLE BODY DRENCHED . -.- .
then hom-ed .

today ,
lunched with Joanne and Jasmine ,
did flagpole ,but it want on time .
didnt succced .
so sua .
did footdrill today !damn happy .
so long never do le .
thankyou guanliang for polishing my boots :D .
then selected campfire comittee ,
i got fire ! yay xD .
then ,dinner-ed with ghim and joanne .
kfc xD .
ghim was retarded ,as usual .
hom-ed ,and here i am .

fugging pissed .

♥

idk what i want .
giving in ,making everbody's life easier ,finding another clique ,isnt it better ?
forget it ,just forget it ,alright ?
pretend i dont exist .

i wonder if one day i disappeared ,would anyone notice ,or even care ?
other than my family ,and the 2 or 3 friends . i dont think so .

first tear .

2010-01-15T04:51:00.000-08:00

lol .
today ,first time of the year i am upset .
hmph .

cher say term 1 wk 10 going Cambodia .
i was like ,wtf .
$1000 leh . fugging expensive .
and ,outward bound leh ?
i scared my batch dunhave sia .

i keep having a feeling something bad is gna happen soon .
idk which part of my life will come crashing down soon .
im guessing it'll be friendship .

♥

you ask me i felt jealous anot when i saw them today .
she alr treats me this is way .
it aint a surprise that another close friend of mine does it too .
i kena treated like that everyday ,alr used to it .
im slowing losing all of them ,one by one .

2010-01-13T02:34:00.000-08:00

SCREW THE LAST POST .
BLOODY HELL .

i was pissed .
anw ,
my laptop finally came back .
thank god .
even though it isnt fixed yet ,
thankyou lexus for trying (: .

2nd week of school ,
so far ,sucks .
my bag gets heavier every stinking day .
some lessons are boring .
i felt like i slept through them all .
though ,of course i was awake ! :D .
is one of my new year resolutions uh :D .

2010 RESOLUTIONS :D
1.Have a better judgement of friends .
-i have to concentrate on studies this yr ,so i need a group that WILL study with me :D .

2.STUDY ,STUDY ,STUDY .
-lik ,seriously .next yr jiu O's le . AHHHH .

3.spend more time with family members !
-i've been neglecting them D: .

4.Work veh veh hard for guitar and guides !
-no need explain uh :D .

5.Improve chinese !
-damn ,this is gna be hard D: .

lol .
quite late uh ,write all this .
anw ,speaking of results ,
congratulations to all who passed with veh veh little marks on your Os !

you know ,
i went to tampines that day ,and i went past a school ,
i thought somebody fainted on the sidewalk ,
cause a few aunties and uncles surround him .
then i saw him squatting down in the middle of the pavement ,
out side his school ,right beside the road ,
and he was CRYING .
i totally shocked dao la .
i see le ,i now also scared .
wtf .

i alot alot pressure uh D: .
my cousins most of them all high high score for their Olevels .
next yr ,i scared uh D: .
nest nest yr ,i even more scared uh D: .
must at least 14 and below ! for L1r5 !

damn D: .
i scared my Os chinese fail .
shit .

LOL .
that was monday .
tuesday ,had guitar .
walked home with peishun .
from pint to bowen ,we took more than half an hour .
damn funny .

today ,
something happened ,im sorry .
then ,went lunch with alvin.L and chelene .
borrowed books agn ! :D .

LOL .

♥

ugh .i seriously hate you .
where got guy make girl wait so long one ?

major disappointment .

2010-01-08T07:55:00.000-08:00

today wasnt as nice as i expected .
total disappointment .
seoul garden was nice today .wan lin came ,
walked ard bugis street and iluma ,
wanted t watch alvin and the chipmunks de .
sua .
how wonderful. im in a freeaking bad mood .

♥

why didnt you come online today ?
i aint gna msg you first .you knw me .
you said you would tell me one you got it .
whatever .i dont care anymore .
we'll see .
and i wonder what will happen soon after .

and i'll be your supergirl ;

2010-01-07T05:43:00.004-08:00

hello darlings :D
sch reeopen le !
1st week ending soon .
we like nvr do anything one lorrr .
veh what lehh . lower sec nxt week onwards start later than us -.-
like finally upper sec ,then so many changes -.- .

had sec one orientation today .
damn amusing .
npcc and girlguides tradition ,cheering competition . -.- .
i think i sore throat -.- .
LOL .
i was running here and there laaaa .lik ,need to perform for guitar ,and cheer for guides .
damn tired D: .
after that ,went dinner with joanne ,ghim ,wanlin and isabel .
laughed like crazy . so long nvr like that le .

LOL .
my form cher is MsMabelSoh .
co form is MdmChing .
chinese is LiYang .
Phy is MrCheong .
Chem is MrsBu .
SS is MsMadelineNeo
Geog is MsLi
Math is MdmChing/MrJay .
Poa is MsMabelSoh .

the rest i forgot :D .
some cher gd ,some ,i no need study liao :D .
anw ,having seoul garden tmr :D .
treated by ms toh ! xDDD .
tmr is a very eventful day (: .

♥

and i'll be your supergirl .

2010-01-01T05:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2010 !xD

whooo ,time flies :D .
welcome 2010 with a smile yeahs ?
oh ,thankyou eveybody who has been in my life in 2009 .
be it good or bad .i thankyou for all the lessons i have learnt from you .

tag replies !

Joanne :lol ,im being talked about all the time by the same ppl that have been saying you . must ren :D .

Jiaxuan : LOL ,girl ,you die until where liao !i veh long nvr see you le leh . :D .

Joel : No . sadly . ahaha .

Isabel : Yes ,there is assignment .the one frm ms quek ? AHAHA .let me guess ,you either lost it or threw it away :D .

JunHan :happy new yr to you too :D .

done ~
LOL . i finished 3 quaters of the holiday assignment!
yay me :D .
how sad ,valentines day and chinese new yr same day .
LOL .those got stead one kind of sad .
lucky i dont have one :D .
see you guys in school xDD !

♥

2009-12-31T00:18:00.000-08:00

hello darlings :D .

gosh ,time flies .
sch reopens in 3 days T.T .

im dreading my next yr class laaaa .
oh ,my laptop's busted .
curse it .
blah .using mum's comp now ,
so wont be posting much this few weeks .
Isabel ,thankyou for posting for me xD .

ohh god.
i haven finish holiday assignment ,
and i dun even know how to many many ,
AND its counted in CA next yr T.T .
help D: .

god .
i want to kill ppl .

♥

7 more days .

2009-12-29T21:02:00.001-08:00

HAII ! ISABEL HERE !
again .. it has been a week , and she neh update . tsktsk .

you know , i saw her on the 28th .
SHE LOOKS DIFFERENT !
yeah , in a good way .
no more dora hair . O:

now she has sideswept hair . :P
and her face became damn black . must be all the camps .
school is opening soon .. jiayou ~

2009-12-25T22:18:00.000-08:00

helloooooooooo :D .
its raining D: .
damn cold -.- .

hmm ,
went to school for sec 1 orientation rehearsal on tues and wed .

then ,
christmas eve ,
actually wanted to watch alvin and chipmunks de ,
ticket sold out T.T .
so ,went play pool at hg plaza with Joanne ,Waner ,Alvin and Ghim .
blah .

christmas ,
family went swimming .
i sit there read book :D .

today ,
rot at home .
actually wanted to go braxton's bbq ,
ended up ,parents dun allow -.- .

sigh .damn sian .
oh ,pucca damn cute . :D .

♥

I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue,

2009-12-19T07:51:00.000-08:00

taking down the little memories we had .

im FREAKING bored ,
and hell ,i got violated like #$@#$@#%#$%~
just now during work -.- .
Isabel ,you boyfr kenna molested -.- .

anw ,went orchard yst .
i tell you ,DAMN packed .
bloody hell -.- .
i bought new shoes and a cup . the cup anime de .
damn cute la !
oh ,and ,i wanted that freaking cute wallet !
mummy dunwan let me buy D: .

&& ,i miss camp challenge'09 .
damn lot of stars there lor !

♥

i saw a star shining brightly tonight .
i made a wish .
please grant it .

if you arent gna talk to me ,im not going to take the initiative .

LOL . quiz again !

1. Whats your full name?-Yeo Amanda
2. Do you like your first name?- LOL . its ok ,i guess .
3. How long have you liked the person you currently like?-i guess ,a few weeks ?
4. Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?- No .please la ,first kiss haven even give out -.- .
5. Did you cry today?- Tear-ed ,probably .cry ,no .
6. What are you doing this morning at 8 am?- Sleeping .
7. What are you doing an hour ago?- Getting violated -.-
8. What are you currently doing?- Listen Song :D
9. Who last texted you a msg?- JunHan .
10. Have you to told anybody you love them today?- No .
11. Do you miss anyone now?- LOL .nah .
12. Any plans for tomorrow?- Work D: .
13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?- uhm ,i forgot .
14. Is there anyone you want to be with now?- yeah . D: .
15. Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?- I have never kissed before -.-
16. Name someone who make you smiles today, how?- Shirley ,Xinyi ,tracy and Braxton . they make me laugh :D .
17. Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'- ZiWei .
18. Which of the friend stays closest to you?- AshWin .
19. Do you prefer to call or to text?- Call .
20. Was yesterday better than today?- uhm .nah .
21. Can you live a day without tv and your phone?- guess so .
22. Are you mad about anything now?- Yes .
23. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?- Yes .
24. Last person you visited in a hospital?- nobody .
25. When is your last hug and second last hug?- Lasthug , Xinyi . 2nd , Shirley .
26. What does the last text msg in your inbox says?-i scared that i will get the same reply .
27. How do you feel about your life now?- it sucks . rocks too :D .
28. Do you hate anyone?- Yes .
29. Last person you called?- Mummy .
30. Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?- Braxton .
31. Is your room messy now?- Hell ,yes .
32. Who will be mad if your room is messy?- Mummy
33. Your shortest relationship?- 1 hour :D .
34. Who do you look like?- mummy .
35.Tag 2 People to do this survey : anybody laaaa .