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/ Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 6:37 PM
let the spotlight be on me .

IM BACK YO :D .
AND I SLEPT FOR 13 hours STRAIGHT . IM SATISFIED . xD

damn ,if this type of camps will let my parents let me sleep more ,
i dont mind going to more :D .

Friday !
normal day at school lahh .
then ,went for guides .
quite slack uh , the first day .
my patrol named called Teppan-Yaki .
lol ,not i choose one -.- .
we were pitching up dome tent ,then sudenly 3 patrols one spoil ,including mine -.- .
so we borrowed form npcc (: .
then in the end dunno how to pitch ,(paiseh D: ) .
Deannz asked her cadets come help .
thankyou (: .
then suddenly rained .
so we went ..... i forgot where we went .
stopped raining ,then we went to check the tents ,wth , got termites .
zzz . and only the np tents have .
so sua .
went back t settle things ,blah .
but we over runned by 1hour plus x-x .
then dinner (: got hotdog leh ! xDDD
sudddely they say we sleep in ISH ,cause got workers staying oovernight ,worry for our safety .
walao ,wasted D: .
then taught sec 1 stuff ,then bathed ! xDD .
finally mann .
then supper ,
lol ,soon ,lights out .
in the end ,slept at ard 1+ going 2 cause of COH .
i forgot to bring eeyore ! D: .

Next Day ,
woke up at 6+ .
lol ,ISH damn nice to sleep .
cause i under fan . LOL .
then then .fall in .
late for 5 minutes .
PT , blah .

breakfast . got hotdog again ! xDDD .
then ... i forgot .
but i rmb we did 47 hao peng yous .for punishment . for those that dunno , its standdard girl guide punishment .
the more you do ,the painer it is . and ,the pain lasts for quite a few days .
after the whole punshment ,your legs will be wobbly and like , cannot stand like that .
stand le , veh hard to sit . sit le ,veh hard to stand .
walk and run also veh pain -.- .
it will be like that for quite a few days .
just like how i am now -.- .
then ,i forgot agn .
oh oh ,we taught the sec 2s rope ladder ,then lunch .
then teach them flagpole .
then changed for enrollment ceremony .
late agn .
but no punishment .
finished ceremony ,prize giving ,take photo ,
then area cleaning ,hom-ed .
tired like siao .
slept at 6+ .

today ,
gna rot at home (: .
woke up at 9+ .
couldnt sleep anymore .
later really become pig .
wahaha .

overall ,the camp was okay .
just really tiring .
now i have to chiong homework .
zzzz .
wow ,what a long pst .
i damn long never post so long le .

AND AND.
FREAKKKKK . I MISSED TITANIC . T.T .
shit .
D: .



Blue skies and stars 
glimmer in the distance

And a full moons rays casting shadows
upon my hand as I write.

Lampposts light the street down below

With nary a soul walking.

A lonely, well-lighted street
With cars parked alongside darkly-lit houses.

Theres stillness in the air.

The trees stand tall their leaves
and branches unmoving.

Dogs bark at a distance

As a cock crows,

Thoughts ...

Memories...

Creating a hazy scene of silence .

idk wher i found this poem .
but its nice ,though .
/ Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 5:01 AM
in this moment now ,capture it ,remember it .


Heading off to camp tmr (; .
dont miss meeeeeeeee .

lol ,its just another regular weekend -.- .
zzz .
im bored ,hungry ,and irritated .

说你爱我,变成一种折磨 . idk what's happening to us , miscommunication ,perhaps ?
/ Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 4:33 AM
and i stare up into the sky ,wondering what ifs .

hello (: .
im getting sick and tired of love songs .
seriously .
sigh .

im having camp on friday ,till saturday ,
so most likely not posting .

lets see .
monday went for tuition ,
tuesday went of guitar .

oh oh ,
another performance is coming up ,
13 march ,at suntec mellinia walk .
isnt that place deserted ?
LOL .i thought nobody deee .

today .
really bad mood .
couldnt stand listing to a slow song at all .
math is still my favourite period though i suck at it .
i get to laugh ,AND pay attention .
bleh .
after school had briefing .
then went Isa's house with (: .
Isa's boyfr was there to .
actually wanted to play pool ,ended up cant .
cause we went down late .
then ,blah blah blah .
hom-ed .
Isabel ,its ok .
stop apologising .he's .... slow .
i admit it .
but really la ,what you expect ?

not gna post anymore ,or my bad mood would be contagious .



i cant stand this for too long .
/ Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 5:20 AM
Justin Bieber - Common Denominator . (: .

Just a fraction of your love ,
It fills the air,
And I fall in love with you,
All over again,
Ooh,
You're the light that feeds the sun,
In my world,
I'd face a thousand years of pain
For my girl.

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
Uh
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
Woah

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

Before your love was low
Now you're just my height, aye
We chase the game that would put
My cot in the side

Broken heart rise up to say
Love is alive
You and I would stand
To be multiplied, yeah

Out of all the things in life,
That I could fear,
Uh
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if you weren't here,
Woah

I don't want to go back
To just being one half of the equation
You understand what I'm sayin'?

Girl with out you I'm lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the common denominator, oh, oh, ohh, oh
You're the common denominator, oh, yeah, woah

I'm never ever not,
Without your touch,
Every kiss that you give,
It gives me heart,
And to all the heart it can,
Jealous females hate it,
I'ma hold it down for you,

For you, woah, oh woah,
Common denominator,
Oh, yeah, woahh,
I don't wanna to go back,
Half of the equation, woah woah yeah,
Common denominator
Oh, oh, oh, oh,
Common denominator
Oh, yeah, woah

Just a fraction of your love fills the air
And I'd fall in love with you all over again yeah

60 advices for guys who are attached (: . / Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 6:10 AM
Got this from somewhere (: .
lol .superr sweet la kay (: .

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts.
5. Kiss her slowly.

ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS ?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her everywhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pix with her
13. Pull her onto you lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO DO TO SHOW HER YOU ACTUALLY DO MEAN IT

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car (if any)- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.>
22. Tell her she's your everything - ONLY if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know.

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE IT AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26. DON'T lie to her
27. DON'T cheat on her!
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are "ALONE hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK: (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she's upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her SWEET DREAMS
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
46. Rub her back--feels good!
47. Give her your coat if she's cold--thats always cute. =)
48. Write letters on her back with your finger--feels good!
49. Let her sit on your lap.
50. DON'T poke her hard...but if you want to mess around just do it lightly.
51. HOLD her HAND in PUBLIC.
52. Even if she looks BAD one day tell her she's BEAUTIFUL.
53. Keep conversations flowing...talk about anything usually they just go along with it.
54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionatley and gently.
55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind--loves it.
56. Kiss her in the rain.
57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.
58. Slow dance with no music.
59. Don't ignore her or be nervous around her--everything is going to be okay.
60. Love her, kiss her, hold her, and you'll be good to go.♥
i think im going crazy . / @ 5:23 AM











BOO :F .
unglam much ?

im tired AND sick . -.- .
stupiddd .maybe monday i dun go school ~ .
but then got parade leh .
how how how .

today was girl guide's thinkingday (: .
went indoor stadium EARLY IN THE MORNING just to rehearse walking into the damn stage .
i spent half of my time there crapping ,cam-whoring and sms-ing .
stuppid .
then ,finally time for performance ,
i stage fright -.- .scared like siao .
lol .cause i in front mah ,later walk wrong then paiseh D: .
bleh .
then everything end le ,camwhore :D .
wahaha .
on bus back to sch ,cheers :D .
lol .im asking for death .im sick and im still shouting .
wahaha .

IM TIRED .
I WANT TO SLEEP .
BLEH .



i promise to do my best ,
to do my duty to god ,
to serve my country ,
help other people ,
and to keep the Guide Law .
today was a fairytale . / Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 3:55 AM
hello (: .
wahaha .
im hyper ,happy ,and absolutely sick now .

today was a nice day .
it really is .
though its boring .

school was boring ,
then math ,logarithm .i really cannot study -.- .
recess ,lets just say something happened . xD

thennn .
english was crap ,then had guides .
really boring .idk we go there for what siaa .
-.- .
then on bus back to school ,something happened .
wahaha .

oh oh .
IM HUNGRY .DAMN IT .
D: .




190210 . ♥
today was a fairytale .
SHIT YOU . / Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 4:30 AM

DAMN , IM LAZY .
im supposed to be doing hw noww .
obviously ,im not .

hmmm ,had guides combined rehearsal with scouts today .
tiring D: .
and and ,i think i flunked my physics paper .
bleh .my english suddenly drop so low .
compo ,18/30 . 0.0 .
first time sia . @%&%^*#%@$! .
compre 20/25 (: .

how how how !
i need neww design for campfire T.T .
-stress- .

im falling sick D: .
helppp .
lol .oh oh ,its my 50th post ! xDDD .



im sick and tired of your fucking attitude .
/ Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 6:44 AM

dexter : LOL ,figure it out yourself ~


HELLO (: .
quick post !
kay ,i went science center with fam today .
cause no need go visiting le .
then ,went to the body show .
quite nice lahh .
alebit .... gag .
then ,science center (: .
lol .then daddy treated us to pizza hut (: .wahaha .
thankyou xD !

HAH .
im in a damn good mood today .
LOL .

Taylor Swift -Am I Ready For Love .

Sometimes I wonder how's it gonna feel
Will my first love be true and real
Will I be ready when my heart starts to fall
What will I do when my love comes to call
And my daddy tells me that I light up his world
Everyday he says, "Darlin you're my best girl."
He tried to teach me from the very start
The meaning of love so nobody breaks my heart

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love... for love

I know I'm not a little girl anymore
Cause I'm feelin things I've never felt before
Sweet sensations and anticipations
Calling commotion to my emotions
And I hear the words my daddy said to me
He said be true to yourself and keep your spirit free
And love will find you one way or another
Be good to yourself and be good to eachother

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love... for love

It's a run around the world and it's movin so fast
Though I wanna find a love that's gonna last
A love so strong that it can withstand
The weight of this world in the palm of it's hand

(Chorus)
Will my love come in a bowl of fire
Will it be filled with hope and desire
Will my love come in the pourin rain
Am I ready for the joy
Am I ready for the pain
Am I ready for the boy
Am I ready for love... for love


slap you ! / Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 5:57 AM
HELLO (: .
i have absolutely nothing to do agn (: .
though im in a better mood now .

TAYLOR SWIFT ,
I'd Lie .

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I loved him...
I'd lie

He looks around the room
And innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know
That I've had him memorized for so long

He sees everything in black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I loved him...
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you,
But he can play guitar
I think he can see through
Everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up,
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up
And pray for a miracle

Yes I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Oh, and he kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I loved him...
If you asked me if I loved him...
I'd lie .



ahhh , the song damn nice (: .
though its quite old lee .
wahaha .



Cupid ,watch where you are aiming .or i'll shoot that damn arrow back at you .

/ Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 8:21 AM
Happy Valentine's Day .
Happy Chinese New Year .

the bad mood hasnt gone yet.
crap .


ZhiLong : Linked .
Dexter : Cant help it . too bad .
im sorry . / Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 11:30 PM

i wish ,that everything will be alright .
i pray that nobody get's hurt .
i plead for everybody's happiness .



Happy cny in advance .
new yrs coming ,and i aint in a good mood .how pathetic .
im getting moody agn .
sigh .
i hope this doesnt last till tmr .

di ,
im sorry for telling you the answer ,
since you regretted it ,wishing you didnt ask .
you wanted it ,and i told you the truth .
people are always secretly afraid of the truth .
afraid that they will not like hearing it .

thats what happened to you .
i finally understood what Isabel told me .
that i shoot right to everybody's core .
some cant take it .just like you .

what comes out of my mouth ,always hurt people .
why dont i just shut up then ?


try sleeping with a broken heart .
i mean it this time .
truly .
today was a fairytale . / @ 4:41 AM



lol .
hellooooo .
happy cny (: .i aint gna come online during the cny celebrations .
i guess .sigh .

today in school !
report at imac at 7.30 .
so earlyy !
then prepare prepare ,set up ,
went to flag raising ,then perform ,blah .
went to giv oranges after that .
lol .switch to Nurul's group xD .

then .went mac with nurul ,chelene ,dexter and allston (: .
crapped alot (: .
wahahaha .
went home and change ,
then watched VALENTINE'S DAY with Chelene ,Jasmine and Dexter .
actually watch 1+ de . freak ,sold out -.- .
so watch 4+ de lorr .
LOL .
then homed .

quite nice (: .
3.5 stars .
can watch.
but if you are looking for story line ,DONT WATCH .
(: .


you really cant be any denser ,can you ?
but today's feeling was really nice .i havent felt that nice since Alvin put his arm ard me in new moon .
two is better than one / Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 1:39 AM

BOOYAH .
wahaha .
so cute ! (: .
im blogging cause i have NOTHING ,ABSOLUTELY NOTHING . to do (: .
actually have .but but ,hmwork is for tonight !
i love my blog song (: .

walaoooo .
you all good lah .
all tmr 8.20 report . i 7.20 siaa .
whye ? cause guitar performing .bleh .

lol . lemme blog abt today ~
poa test came back . wahaha .
28half /30 . not bad uh :D .
blah blah blah ,
ss test . chiong like siao .
i think can pass la .
then mable soh say want give detention .i was almost said ,fuckyou la kay .i got girlguides .
-.- .
then manymany say wan pon ,
we were like ,ya ya . in the end most went for detention .
then ,mr ang requested for all scouts and guides to be excused xDD .
yay ! [x .
wahaha .
then had rehearsal with scouts ,etc etc (: .

ahh ,performance tmr . help D: .



Ohmygod ,you are sloww .
blah .
you have your dreams ,i have mine . / Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 5:22 AM
BOO ! veh veh good mood today ~~
nothing to post !
kay ,actually have .
lazy nia .
i post abt today only (: .

today ,
phone dropped on the floor , BLOODY HELL ,
cannot on ! later ,found out is battery problem .
borrowed yimlee's phone or th rest of curriculum hours . thankyou (: .
scored PERFECT 10 on emath test (: .
ahaha . upon 20 lehh .

then ,had guitar rehearsal for cny performance this fri .
home-ed .
and ,guess what ?
I FORGOT MY SS TEXTBOOK .
bloody hell . i no need study for tmr's test le .
tmr must really chiong .
ahh .save me D: .



can you guys stop asking abt the guy ?
he's a lil dense and he likes another girl alr .
stop asking .

try sleeping with a broken heart .
mixed signals . / Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 4:15 AM
TAG REPLIES !
ISABEL :i guess .mixed signals uh .sometimes it seems like it ,sometimes it doesnt .
HAIKAL :no link ,you call me relink what ?
DEXTER :lol .you think i will say on blog meh ?




Joanne ! :D .






ahaha ,she crying ! xDD .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABEL TAN HUI XUAN ! xDD .

hah .
reddd . see ?im so nice (: .

monday !
tuition (: .i forgot many many things (: .

tuesday ,
guitar !performing for cny (: .

wednesday ,
rehearsal for cny ! (: .

thursday ,
went punggol end with joanne :D .
many many things to think about .
the weather was nice .the clouds very nice too .
i saw a BIG TORTOISE .
joanne saw its not .
i SWEAR ,look a hell lot like tortoise !
so uglyyyyy ! :D .

lol .
today was isabel's birthday .
honestly ,i forgot to text her .i fell asleep waiting last night .
then ,ubaibai msged me in the morning not to wish her .
planning to surprise her .i felt damn guilty la .
she kept looking at me expectantly ,then i nvr say anything .
she had such a damn sad face la kay D: .
had geog test ,
then recess !
surprise ,sing happy birthday ,some boys suddenly join in 0.0 .
celebrated and all ,isabel cried .aww .
LOL .
i forgot her present :x . sorry .
LOL . had guides ,walked chelene home with chia suan ,
hom-ed .

hah quite a number of test nowadays .
damn tired D: .
LOL . im off to go watch anime :D .




mixed signals .

suddenly ,im not so sure anymore .
/ Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 3:51 AM
oh my god .
you like me ,just say la !
you dont ask ,how you know ?
walao .still dare say no .
im waiting D: .
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